fall for you{jegulus}

motion sicknes

Narrators pov:
"MY LETTER!REG! REGULUS MY LETTER TO HOGWARTS HAS ARRIVED" the black haired boy yelled running to the younger boy sitting on the stairs "REALLY!? LET ME SEE" he yelled back enthusiastically the older quickly gave it to him "WOAH! there's a lot of stuff you have to buy!" "yep! and a wand too! I can't wait to go so I don't have to stay in this stupid house anymore" "sirius...please don't go to Hogwarts this year" "what? why!?" "what if you meet new friends that make you forget me? and you don't want to come back here? I'll be alone" "don't ever say that! how could I forget you reg? I'll write you every day you won't even know I'm not here!!" "but I don't want you to leave" "it's only for now!! next year you'll come to Hogwarts too! and we'll be together!" "and what if we're in different houses" "even in different houses even if we play quidditch against each other...even if we don't get along all the time.... you'll always be my little brother" "promise" "I promise"
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Regulus pov:
I can't stop crying. I don't even know why I just can't stop
at first I was crying about Sirius but now I have no idea
Maybe cause I have to get the dark mark in a few months
or maybe because I haven't
Slept in 2 days well I've slept but barely I keep having nightmares
about Sirius and my parents and my friends and the dark lord. "reg are you ok I heard crying" narcissa said pulling the curtains around my bed open
"I'm fine cissy everything thing is just so overwhelming and
it's only the second week of
school i-i just I just don't understand why all this is happening to me like why
dose my life have to be the one
that sucks why can't I be happy like everyone else" "all what reg" "every thing like I have to get the dark mark in a few months like why I'm just a kid why now? And why am I the one that has to have shity parents? why am i the
one that can't go one day with
out having a panic attack? why am I the one who can't eat
without feeling disgusting and makeing myself throw up? why did my brother have to
leave? and why does everyone act like I'm some helpless little kid who needs people to take care of me?" "reg no one thinks you're a
helpless little kid"
"yes you do since Sirius left you all treat me like a baby you bella,Lucius,barty,evan, severus all of you!" "reg we just want to make sure you're ok and help you I know it must be
hard I mean Sirius was you're best friend" "yeah and I appreciate it but you
don't have to treat me like a baby
now I'm gonna try
and get some sleep so can you leave and go to you're room" "ok but come get me if you need me love you reg" "love you too cissy"
*Time skip to the next day*
Sirius pov:
"

why won't he talk to me prongs I just need to talk to him"

"well technically you did talk to him it just didn't go how you wanted it to" "shut up peter I wasn't talking to you" "fuck you black" "guys stop Sirius I'm sure he'll come around" James said smiling "thanks prongs I'm gonna go find him"
Regulus pov:
"REG" barty yelled running in to my room scaring the shit out of me "what" I asked rolling my eyes believe the
night I had last night"
"why what happened" "so I met the hottest guy and-" "let me guess you hooked up you don't remember anything about him and you need my help to find him" I asked with certainty that I'll be right "well yes but I remember what he looks like" "ok what does he look like" "he's short like you're hight and he has   light brown hair and like baby blue eyes oh and he has the  cutest smile ever" "is it Noah Foster the Muggleborn 5th Year"
"YES THAT WAS HIS NAME THANKS REG I'M GONNA GO TALK TO HIM" "ok but he might be a bit scared to talk to you I mean being a Muggleborn in Slytherin must be traumatizing" "yeah yeah whatever" Barty said running out of the room. not even 30 minutes later there's a knock on the door. did he really get rejected already? no it can't be Barty he never knocks
"come in" I said trying to figure out who the hell was knocking it can't be any of my friends they just barge in "hey reg I know you said you don't want to talk
but I really miss you and I'm sorry I'm so so sorry for leaving you there but you can come live with me and James and his parents and I promise you will never have to see are sorry excuse of parents-" "Sirius don't say that" "say what" "don't call them a sorry excuse of parents" "why" "cause their not"
"yes they are they abuse you why can't you see that" "they don't abuse me they just want what's best for me and if we just do as we're told it won't happen so it's honestly are fault if we get hurt"
"no reg it's not you're fault nor is it my fault so stop saying that shit" "yes it is just because you can't except that it's you're fault doesn't mean you can blame it on them" "reg it really isn't are fault no matter what we do it doesn't give them the right to hurt us like they did and just want you to be safe so please please just give me a second chance just come with us on Christmas break and if you still don't want to stay I'll leave you alone forever" "fine I'll give shot" "GREAT COME ON DINNER WILL START IN A HOUR SO WE HAVE TIME TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIEND'S" "ok but no one but me you and your friends can know about this I don't want to get disowned just to not like living with you and your stupid friend" "hey don't call him stupid" "whatever"
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