fall for you{jegulus}

everything has changed

TRIGGER WARNING: THE F SLUR WILL BE USED IN THIS CHAPTER
Regulus pov:
I'm outside the Gryffindor common room playing with my sleeves (that came down well past my hands) nervously. I'm not exactly sure why I'm nervous well actually I am sure why I really really want this to work out but it probably won't I mean Potter hates me....I think "alright reg come on in" sirius said opening the door and waving me in "I'M BACK BICHS" Sirius yelled to the small group of people I glanced at all of them and accidentally caught eyes with Potter we made eye contact for a little bit. I wanted to look away I really did but I just couldn't it's like all I could do was look into his eyes like that was all I ever had to do like if I just kept looking at him I wouldn't have to deal with the anxiety of this situation. Please don't look away yet Potter
James pov:
Me and regulus made eye contact and Merlin his eyes are the most beautiful blue I have ever seen like I swear I could drown in them in a good way like the way I would love to drown in them if I could look at them longer. I hope he sits by me so I can get to know him better! with that thought in mind I wave him over to come sit by me. he does he sits right beside me he sat soooo close I can smell him....he smells nice he smells like strawberry's,cigarettes, chocolate, the library and.....baby lotion "stop staring at me Potter" regulus said glaring at me with those beautiful eyes. His eyes are prettier when they look all nervous and soft and cute there still breath taking when he looks annoyed but not as pretty "so regulus tell me about yourself" I said to him smirking "like what" he asked me playing with the bottom of his sweater "like what's you're favorite color" "you want to know my favorite color?" "Yes mines red" "purple" "purple?" "light purple" "that's not what I expected" "what did you expect" "I don't know like black or green" "black isn't a color and green is my second favorite" "oh ok what do you do for fun" "play the piano and sometimes the violin I paint a lot and that's pretty fun oh and I like to draw" "that's cool you any good" "any good at what" "all of it like are you good do you suck are you still learning" "um well I'm pretty good at it all I guess" "that's awesome" "so what ya talking about" "Sirius said pushing us apart so he could squeeze in between me and regulus "oh um are hobbies" regulus said moving a little bit away from Sirius "so I take it you too are getting along!!!" sirius basically screamed throwing his arms around both are shoulders "yeah I think it would be a great idea to have him move in with us and my parents said that they would love to have him if he wants to come I owled them the other day" I said smirking at regulus "REALLY YESSS SO REG WHAT DO YOU SAY" Sirius yelled making all are friends look over at us
Regulus pov:
everyone is looking at at me and I hate it being the center of attention makes me want to curl up in a ball and die but I can't do that and I also can't leave so I settle on trying to hide in my sweater "fine I'll go" I whispered to sirius hoping I can leave after this "what did you say" sirius said shaking my arm "I said I'll go" "reg I can't hear you speak louder" "I SAID I'LL GO" "YAY THIS IS GREAT" Sirius and Potter yelled at the same time before looking at each other and laughing like little kids "Merlin don't do that it's weird as fuck" pettigrew said looking at them like they were crazy "it is not weird we just say the same things at the same time causes are friendship is so strong we can read each other's mind's" Sirius said crossing his arms pouting "Sirius stop pouting" lupin said kissing Sirius which quickly turned into a heated make out season "ewwww" I accidentally said out loud making everyone laugh "I agree" Peter said looking at me "same" lily said giggling
"come on you guys there in love" Mary shouted pointing at them dramatically with both her hands  "ewww love" I laughed out "yeah fuck love" peter yelled "how could you say that love is the greatest gift out there" James gasped trying and failing not to laugh "nah chocolate is the greatest gift out there" I said lightly pushing James "chocolate is pretty nice" remus said braking the kiss "actually I'm the greatest gift out there"  Marlene yelled "you are not! a great gift would let me sleep at night instead of making me paint you're nails" lily said hitting marlene's arm jokingly "hey she is an amazing gift" mary yelled "she might be a good gift but not the greatest" lily yelled back "yeah she's not the greatest gift cause I am" Sirius yelled "oh please you are definitely not the greatest" peter said rolling his eyes "well moony thinks I'm the greatest gift" sirius said crossing his arms "do I thought" remus said "oh my god moony doesn't love me" Sirius yelled his hand on his heart "kidding you are the best gift" remus said kissing Sirius cheek "do you actually think that or is forcing you to say that" peter yelled to remus "blink twice if you need help lupin" I yelled "betrayal by my own brother I can't believe this" Sirius said flopping over pretending to die "oh my god regulus you killed him" James said getting up and fake crying over sirius body "eh did we really need him" I said giggling "regulus how dare you" Sirius gasped "yeah we need sirius I would die with out him" James said with his hands on his hips "but do we really need you either" peter said playing with a chess piece "no Peter I don't think we need him either" I agreed "hey you do need us we're great" Sirius said laying on remus "yeah what would you do with out us just sit here and read like boring nerds" James sitting on the floor "sounds good to me" I said shrugging "same here" remus said moving Sirius so he was sitting on his lap "moony how dare you betray me like this" sirius said crossing his arms "stop being dramatic" remus said rolling his eyes "I am not dramatic" Sirius said punching remus arm "um guys it's 2:22 am" lily said getting up "shit night guys" Marlene said running up the stairs Mary and lily following soon after "hey reg sense it's past curfew do you want to stay the night" Sirius said flopping down next to me "sure" I said putting my feet on the table "where is he gonna sleep" James asked looking at Sirius "I don't know peters bed" Sirius shrugged "then were will I sleep" peter asked "the floor" Sirius answered "why can't he sleep in you're bed and you sleep on the floor" "because me AND moony sleep in my bed last I checked only you sleep in you're bed" "why can't he just take my bed" remus asked "oh yeah that's a good idea" sirius yelled "is it a good idea or is it just common sense" I questioned
"it's just common sense"remus said chuckling while walking up the stairs sirius running after then james then peter and lastly me.
*Time skip to the next day*
Regulus pov:
"WAKE THE FUCK UP ASSHOLES" peter yelled pulling me of sleep "nooooo" Sirius whined as I sat up "love you have to wake up" remus said throwing the blanket off Sirius "come on guys it's a beautiful day wouldn't you hate to miss it" James getting out of bed "actually I would love to miss if I can sleep longer" I mumbled glaring at all of them "oh not you to! do all blacks hate waking up in the morning" James said flopping down on top of me "yes and get the fuck of off me" I yelled trying(and failing) to push him off of me "well how do we wake you guys up" James asked sitting up "well I'm already awake but if you want Sirius awake all you have to do is say SIRIUS ORION BLACK GET YOU'RE ASS UP BEFORE I MAKE YOU GET UP" I yelled making my voice sounded identical to my mother's "coming mother" Sirius said jumping out of bed looking around trying to find our mom "chill it was just me" I giggled "oh fuck you asshole" he said stomping into the bathroom "well I gotta go narcissa is probably worried sick" I said walking over to the door "noooo please don't leave I'll miss you sooo much" peter whined "peter we'll see him later calm down it's not like we're never gonna see him again" remus said getting dressed "yeah I'll see you guys later bye. BYE SIRIUS I'M LEAVING" I yelled through the bathroom door "OKIE DOKIE SEE YOU LATER REG" "mhmm" I hummed walking out the door a quickly leaving before someone saw me

I walked into the Slytherin common room and see narcissa pacing, bella sitting on the couch rubbing her temples, severus reading on the other couch with his head in lucius lap and lucius is running his fingers through severus hair "hey guys" I said sitting in a chair "oh my god regulus where have you been I've been worried sick" narcissa said pulling me up and hugging me "yeah she kept me up all night trying to make me go look for you" bella said yawning "yeah she kept ranting about how worried she was which was making it nearly impossible to read" severus said sitting up "sorry I didn't mean to scare you" I said playing with my sweater. I knew I shouldn't have stayed the night narcissa was worried and kept everyone up and it's all my fault! god why do I have to be like this! I should just stop doing what I want cause every time I do something I want to do it inconveniences others! why am I such a burden! "hey there's no need to apologize but where were you" bella asked getting up and rubbing my back in a circular motion "if I tell you do you promise not to be mad" I asked looking at all of them I know sev and lucius won't care and narcissa will probably just say something like 'if you're happy that's all that matters' or 'just be careful I don't want Sirius to hurt you again' but bella I'll be surprised if she doesn't rip my head off and call me a blood traitor "of course we won't be mad" narcissa said smiling "I was hanging out with Sirius and his friends when we lost track of time and then it was 2 am so Sirius said I could stay the night and I was really really tired so I said yes and now I'm here" I explained "you were hanging out mudbloods,half-breeds and blood traitors Marlin you're just like you're brother a fucking blood traitor let me guess you're a fag to aren't you" Bellatrix said pushing me away from her as if she's disgusted by me "i-i don't k-know" I whispered crying a little "oh my god you are aren't you wait till I tell you're parents about this you're so dead" bella said laughing "no bella please don't tell them please I swear I'm not a blood traitor" I begged sobbing now "bella stop what's wrong with you" severus said getting up from the couch "what he's a disgusting blood traitor he deserves this after all the trouble his brother caused us he has the audacity to do the same thing" Bellatrix yelled looking at me disgusted "why does it matter I mean we're friends so doesn't that make you a blood traitor" severus asked rolling his eyes "we are not friends the only reason I talk to you is because narcissa felt bad that you didn't have any friends" bella huffed "BELLATRIX THAT IS ENOUGH" narcissa said grabbing Bella's arm and pulling her upstairs.

A/N this is my longest chapter and I was going to write more but I was afraid I wouldn't stop writing more and then the rest of   the book would just be in this one chapter

2139 words wow