Yesterday (gerard way fanfiction) SLOW UPDATES

Chapter 6: Phone Calls

EMMAS POV:
I woke up to the sound of loud crying. I looked around. This wasnt Gerards room, it was my old one from my Aunts house. The crying kept getting louder, it was coming from my Aubreys room.

Whats going on??

I ran to my sisters room. She was lying on her floor mascara running down her face. There was a bottle of pills that had spilled everywhere. "NO, THIS CANT HAPPEN!" Aubrey cried out in a loud sob.

What is going on?

She started to pick the pills up, one by one and swallow them. "NO! STOP!" I yelled and tried to grab the pills out of her hands, but I couldn't move. My feet were glued to the floor.

What the hell is going on?

She continued to swallow them until they were all gone. I was crying, she couldnt just waste her life like this. She has so much to live for. I needed her to throw them up.

Then she collapsed and stopped breathing. I could finally move again. I ran to her. " AUBREY" I cried out about a million times. It just kept replaying, like a broken record. Over and over again.

I felt someone gently shaking me. "Emma." the voice called out. "Emma." it repeated, a bit louder this time. I felt like I couldn't breathe.

I finally woke up. I was sweating, gasping for air. I was also crying, which I didn't realize. Gerard was sitting next to the bed. I think he was the one who woke me up. I started to cry even harder. "Shh, its okay. It was just a dream." He said trying to calm me down. "My s-sister died" I managed to choke out. "Emma look at me." Gerard said. "Your sister is not dead. It was just a dream." He said to me giving me a sympathetic smile. I leaned into Gerard's chest and cried, I told him everything. About my mom, moving to my aunts house, and about Aubrey.

"Do you want to call her?" Gerard asked. "Gerard, its 3 in the morning" I said doubtfully "You never know." he said with an innocent grin. "Fine."

I dialed Aubrey's phone number, and the phone started to ring. About 30 seconds of anticipation it picked up. "Hello?" The voice was small, but sweet. This was my sister, the sister I cared for and loved.

"A-Aubrey?" I asked with tears building up un my eyes. "Emma?" Aubrey asked sounding astonished. "Yeah" The tears were streaming down my face. They weren't sad tears but they weren't happy ones either. I was just a big mess of fear, relief, and anxiety.

"H-how are you?" I managed to ask. "Im holding up." She said with a bit if sadness in her voice. "What about you?" "Im doing just fine." I said biting my lip.

Was she still drinking? Did she graduated? Was she depressed?

We talked a bit about family, tears were shed. She told me she was turning 17 in May and she wanted to come see me. She sounded so distant. I couldn't help but feel like this was my fault. I feel like I shouldn't have just left her there alone in the state that she was in. She was broken at the time, and for all I know she still might be. I loved Aubrey and I just wanted her to get better. But I couldn't stay at that house. I was just so unhappy.

When the phone call ended Gerard layed with me, nothing happened we just talked. We talked about anything that was on our minds. I liked how it felt to just tell someone anything that you were thinking about right at that moment and not be judged. I felt like I had kept all my emotions in a bottle for about a year and tonight I let every single last one out. I felt like everything should be okay, but I just felt uneasy.

What if everything wasn't okay.
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A/N: hey guys, sorry if this is a bit short. I'm probably gonna post a chapter or two weekly. I'm new to this so if my writing sucks, I'm sorry :(. I have big plans for upcoming chapters so I hope you continue to read them. And don't forget to vote!
Bai~ Joanna :)