Yesterday (gerard way fanfiction) SLOW UPDATES

chapter 13

I knew what I had to do. I hate to do it but I have to if I want to see my sister again. I let out a breath of air I didn't realize I was holding in. I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. "I am not afraid of you" I said quietly. The worries and negative thoughts in my head spiraling getting louder and louder. 'Your weak, it's your fault. What?! Do you think this is gonna change what you did? Your so pathetic. You disgust me!' My eyes narrow and I start to breathe heavy. "I am not afraid of you!" I say louder and my fist collides with the mirror. Shit. Why'd I do that? My knuckles are bleeding and the glass is semi broken.

After I attempt to clean the blood off my hands and bandage them, I go to see if I had woken up Gerard or Frank, to my surprise neither of them had woken up. Damn, talk about heavy sleepers. I tip toed into the room where they were sleeping and grabbed the notepad provided by the hotel and wrote them an explanation. I grabbed some of my stuff and left. 46 hours and 45 minutes.

NEXT MORNING
GERARD'S POV:
I woke up around 5:00 am, since it was still dark I didn't turn the lights on assuming everyone was still asleep. I move my arm to hold Emma, but she wasn't there. "Emma?" No response. I get up and look around the room. She was lying on the couch still asleep.

I go to lay down with her and she rustles around a bit. "Where'd you go? I missed you." I said wrapping my arms around her and nuzzling my head in her neck. Her arms hugged my back forcefully. "Jesus Emma" I giggled taken back by her strength. I reached the light switch to turn on the lamp by the couch to see Frank fucking Iero in my arms. "Jesus! Dude what the hell?!" I jumped off of the couch as fast as I could. "YOU got on the couch while I was asleep!" Frank said laughing at my surprise. "Where'd you go? I missed you" he mocked unable to control his laughter. My cheeks turned a light shade of pink. "Agh" I shook my head. "Your doing not mine" he said wiping the tears from his eyes caused by his laughter. "It's not that funny" I said embarrassed. "Oh you didn't see your face, you looked like I had cut off your dick or something" I laughed at his comment "Yeah whatever"

The laughter was abruptly stopped when we realized something, Emma was not in the room. "Frank, do you know where Emma went?" He pulled at his hair. "She probably went down to get breakfast or something. Don't worry" I nodded my head, though I had a terrible gut feeling nagging at me saying she wasn't. Why would she be going to eat breakfast at five a.m.? That just doesn't make sense.  "Yeah, um, I'm just gonna go down and find her okay?" Frank was already half asleep again laying down to go back to bed. He waved me away and I left the room.

When I had gotten down to the last lobby I read a sign saying that breakfast was not even available till 7:30.  Well shit. I checked all through out the lobby, still nothing. My head was spinning. I checked all of the 13 floors, calling out her name, no trace of her anywhere. I called Frank, no answer. I was in a panic.

I ran down to our floor and into our room. Frank was sleeping. "Frank" he groaned. "Frank wake tf up" He looked up at me and scowled. "What do you want?!" I rubbed my face in attempt to calm myself down. "It's Emma, she's not here."