!!Trigger Warning: Language, Depression, Suicide!!
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Battling these dark thoughts in your head, praying that they go away, is a whole different kind of pain. It's like a stormy cloud is constantly hovering over your head, filling your body with dread. You just wanna give up to the numbness.
You want to just let that pain take over, because it's so much easier to give up than to fight those demons nonstop every single fucking day. And people tell you that it's okay, to just smile.
But how the fuck can you smile when your brain tells you that you don't deserve it? It tells you that you deserve these demons, that you deserve this pain. It fucking laughs at you, laughs at your tear filled eyes. It relishes in you falling to your knees and smiles at the constant and bitter overthinking.
It whispers in your ear that "You. Are. Nothing." And all you can do is beg for the pain to finally perish, for everything to just.. Stop.
And then, there's nothing, just that numbness, that darkness slowly swallowing your being whole while your heart breaks like fragile glass and your soul whispers to you that it's tired and that's it, you're done. No happy ending, just pain.
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🥀Midnight Thoughts🥀
Poetry🥀And as we all look up to the stars, we realize that maybe we are all just people, just human, trying to get through day by day, pushing through to find some kind of ethereal happiness to cherish.🥀 °Achievements for this book as of 12/15/2021° #1...
