Our Unparalleled Love Story | Shinichiro S. (Tokyo Revengers)

Letter From Y/N

Date: December 20, 1997

Dear Shinichiro,

          Once, a girl at the age of ten had started dreaming of a certain girl who is looking for a boy. It was a boy that she saw only in her dreams. The girl in the dream believed it was somehow who's she's destined to be with because of her weird dreams. But never in her life did she succeed on finding that certain someone. She had travelled the world to find him but never managed to catch even a glimpse of his shadow. She grew old fast and lived a life without a lover because she believed they will meet someday. Until the day came that she saw a photo on an old newspaper that immediately caught her attention.

          It was a picture of the exact boy she dreamed of in her teenage years. The same pitch black eyes and dark hair that is styled up in a traditional style. Though, he looked quite different, the lady left no room for doubt in her heart. She believed it was the same guy. But what broke her heart was the newspaper was produced in her teenage years and what laid on the headline was something she never expected to see. The teenage boy had died in a huge fire that burned down a whole village just to save a little girl.

He was a hero.

And that took away the chance of them ever seeing each other. But she wasn't mad about it, she was proud of him because he turned out to be that same person in her dream.

          Would you believe me if I tell you I was the one who dreamt all of these at such an early age? Because as I grew older, I started to look more and more like the girl in that dream of mine. Would you believe me if I tell you you're that guy the girl in my dream was searching for? Because I swear on everything that it's your face that I saw in my dream.

            It might be useless for me to say this now as we're already done but I really want to write this down as it is one of the things I mostly never want to forget. All these years, I've been thinking of that certain boy in my dream at night. Been fantasizing that he's the one I'll get to marry in the near future because I also believed that a pattern was set upon us. The one who will love me the same way he did in the dreams of that girl. I even tried to draw him a few times although it would always end up like a childish sketch. It was weird that I liked a guy whom I never met once in my life and worse, I don't even know if he really exists just like how the girl was in my dream. I actually started to come up with weird ideas such as him being my soulmate or someone whom I loved in the past. It was kind of a thing to believe in for me.

But the day came when I finally get to meet you. You're just the same as the person I've dreamed of. The moment I saw you, I knew deep inside it really is you. Even from afar, I already felt a deep connection with you for some reason. But you failed to notice me at that time so I had to take things in my hands and I purposely bump into you to catch your attention. Quite desperate of me, I know but I really just wanted to get to know you more. To be honest, I hoped that the boy in my dreams would know who I am if ever we meet for real but I guess my soulmate thing hope was shattered when you didn't know who I was. But it was fine because I got to be friends with you on that day. It was more than enough. And it was even more than a blessing that I get to be with you. Even if it was just for a short amount of time. It was the best time of my life. And I thank you for that. For being the same person as the man in my dreams even when nothing like it has happened.

    It's still painful for me to let you go like this when there could've been more to us. Maybe, we were just not meant to be? Maybe those dreams were just lies and made up by my own mind. Maybe we were not meant to be with each other in the first place if it's still to end up like this. I'm sorry for hurting you. I really didn't mean to. I don't plan on delivering this letter to you although there's no assurance that you won't be able to read this someday. It would be embarrassing for me, I can tell.

Today that we're set free from each other, I only hope that someday we'll get to love each other without having to do sacrifices and such. Even though that's impossible but who cares? I only wanted to live a perfect life with you and give you the perfect relationship like how it was supposed to be in those dreams to which I already stopped seeing the moment I saw you. And if that can't happen in the future, maybe in another life. Maybe in another time. We'll get to fulfill those promises we made to each other. And maybe there we could peacefully pursue our love.

I love you, Nichi always and forever and whenever and wherever.

Once yours,
Y/N L/N

A/N:

As what the letter implied, this letter was written by the time they broke up in case y'all get confuse over this page.