Some people call me a "wanna be slim shady"
I started writing this shit for someone to think to try and save me.
But I no longer need to be saved, or maybe,
Is it just me or do the days seem
To grow longer, almost like a dream.
I'm just a simple human being.
And when I opened my eyes and began seeing.
All I did was drop to my knees and closed my eyes. I never started pleaing.
I'm trying to create my own art.
But I can't do that with a wounded heart.
I think it's time for a new start.
So I'll begin picking up what remains of my heart,
Which you tore apart.
But a part of my soul, grew old and cold.
I want to hold, onto what we had,
but I just missed you so bad.
All I knew how to be was sad
All this silence is driving me mad.
If only I had a dad I could talk to,
Without my words going into one and and out through the other.
Of for Christ sake. so now I have to be there for my little brother.
You used to be my sweet heart,
Until you tore my heart apart again
Now I don't mean to sound grim,
But you tore me limb from limb.
You thought I was so dim,
And that just filled my frustration to the brim.
This is what I believe.
Not the lies that you conceive.
All if the pieces to my heart that I have to retrieve.
I cannot cease to breath,
So put he knife into the sheath.
I cannot leave so jut sit there and grit your teeth in disbelief.
But maybe this will cause some relief.
I'm better off on my own.
I always feel alone.
I just want to go home.
But what's the point?
You just anoint me as scared.
You can't see into my nightmares, but if you could you couldn't dare to try and diss.
I'll tell you this much, ignorance is bliss.
I can't help but reminisce
About our first kiss.
Wondering if it's me that you miss.
But I wouldn't give this up for the world. So go cry me a river and see if I give a sliver of a shit.
I do not care one little bit.
I didn't mean to give you a fit.
I just wanted to make you happy.
So, please if you would sit down with my pappy
And listen to this little rappy
Maybe at the end you'll stand up and clappy clappy.
But until then you just sit there going "fappy fappy" playing flappy bird.
Your words are just obserd.
They really hurt but you where just to blind to learn that your words will always burn.
But when I look at you my stomach churns but not in disgust.
It yearns for your lust but my chances went bust-a.
But my heart still flust-a's when you draw near.
Don't worry my dear, you've nothing to fear.
Just know that my words are sincere.
I want to be clear, so there isn't another tear.
I know that I don't belong here. You've made that pretty damn clear.
I can still here you voice echoing in my ear.
It may appear that I have disappeared
But I will always be near.
your the part if me that was ripped from me
Why does it always have to be
So hard to talk to you, even through, the times we laughed, we cried, we teared, we tried
It's always so much harder than it has to be
Why did you have to choose me?
You could have been happy with any man but no, you had to choose me so
Now I'm writing this little rhyme in the name of you when we used to be true,
To each other and to ourselves
But at least now I will know that you will move on and be happy, and you won't feel so trappy in my arms so I'll just turn my back and walk away. But remember this: I always look back, but this time I just feel that it's whack to go down that track"
I can't go back.
So I'll end this "attack" and let it soak in.
Goodbye T.
Yours truly,
Jacob and Sammy
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Sleepless dreams
PoetryI've been writing songs lately and I'm really curious to see what you people think. A lot of you have been so supportive so far and it's just, amazing. But I digress. Here are parts of songs that I've been working on for a while now so, tell me what...
