Sleepless dreams

New girl in town

Off my feet, I've been swept.
But feelings for my old girl I have kept for so damn long.
Maybe my feelings towards her no longer belong.
I mean it's just so wrong.
It's time to move on.
But every time I try to speak to her I just speak Ching chong.
She makes me so wobbly and weak.
She means so much to me, she's so unique.
But there's a type of wall of mystery and mystique.
Each time me and her speak, I just jumble up my words.
So each time I try to tell her something it just goes unheard.
It's annoying and goddamn obserd.

She's like nothing I've ever seen before.
It's like my heart is hurting no more.
She's lifted my heart and given life to my core.
I feel like I've been restored, like I can do anything.
So that's why I chose to write and sing.
I've hit the lottery. Ding ding

My good mate Aden is comforting my ex girl
While my feelings for both of em are fadin'.
I can't let this rule me and I can't let it start dictatin'.
Although I'm waiting for the day that they start datin'.
Don't tell me that it's "fate" an shit.
In order to survive, you gotta be fit and smart.
Never let someone put their hands in your heart.
And maybe you will start to survive.
But you have to ask yourself if you want to stay alive.
Is this really what you wish to strive for.
I'm sorry, I digress. I'm just happy that my heart beats once more.
No more cold nights on the floor.
No more locking the door.
Not until I see what's in store for me in the near future.
No more blood and pain. I cal finally heal this suture.
But if anyone crosses me I'll shoot ya.

You have to promise me that if I open up to you, I won't be making a mistake.
Bring hurt again, I'd rather not partake.
I won't cave and break,
Although, being hurt again I might have no choice but to retake.
We had a truce! That happens wren two people put their hands together and shake.
But sometimes the choices that we make, are not choices at all.
Even, when most people tend to drive me up the wall.

But this new girl,
She could one day be my world. But with my track record, she'll go nuts and have to be medicated.
I know it's stupid, I agree that it's over-rated.
But I can recall when I stated that I don't need anyone.
You can leave but when you do, just remember that I'm the one,
At the end of the day I won.
But maybe it's time to just say "I'm done" and move the fuck on.
At your side T, is not where I belong.
When I speak to this new girl, it comes put all wrong.

I just don't understand it,
But your attention, I demand it.
This waiting, I can no longer stand it.
My life is mine. I command it.
All this talk is annoying, and it's....
Well it's pointless really.
No need to be touchy feely,
But maybe it's time to get real-y.
My good friend Peely, or Mitchell,
He ain't the toughest person, he tends to flinch, well.

What should i expect?
Except for the fact that I fought for this respect.
Even then it's all just neglect.
I've no one to protect, except for me.

Now this new girl, god she's just everything I've been hoping for.
And for so long I've been moping for.
All of the sleepless nights, this is what I've been coping for. Her, and the look in her eyes.
It almost dismisses all of the hurt full goodbyes.
I look at her each day and I'm still surprised.
Why does she accept me? Out of all the other guys, it's me.
I mean I ask the almighty each night, how can it be?
I mean could you open my eyes and make me see?
But I guess that it's for better than me to know. But I am grateful each day, just for the fact that I'm alive, and that I can love my life my own way. So I'll speak to you next time, so I guess this is goodbye.

For now.