Sleepless dreams

Te amo

I one day you find a man.
And I hope he can do the things I no longer can.
This wasn't my plan,
And I hope that one day you'll understand.
You still make demands,
You still act like your in command.
And yet you never took the time to figure out who I am.

I made a mistake.
One that I do not intend to remake.
But why do you have to start acting do fake?
I always thought your will would bend but never break.
But this just shows that it's doesn't take much to do so.
It shows how little you know.
It shows how low your willing to go to prove that you are alone.
And yet I'm the one who is always on his own.
I've been thinking if it's worth picking up the phone,
But would you answer if you heard the tone?
You've just become another one of societies drones.
My heart turned to stone the day you left so what else am I left to do?

Oh, does it hurt?
Well maybe you've finally learnt how I felt.
All the pain that you dealt me.
Feel everything I felt, see?
do you feel it? Did you mean it?
"I still love you"
Well I don't. Were through.
I thought I already told you?
And I thought you already knew that if it ever came to this,
That it wont be you that in miss.
But you'll always hold my first kiss,
Equivalent to shit and piss.
Yet I do miss Amelia.
It's just that she didn't have a choice and you did.
You were presented with a challenge and you turned and hid.
We always spoke about a kid but we were never serious. Delilah and carter.
My little boy and my little girl.
They will open up a whole new world, and you won't be there holding my hand to explore it.
You decided it was better to take it and you tore it from my grasp.
But I fucked up I get it. I knew it wasn't gonna last until I messed up again.
But now you've turned on me completely. What we can even be friends?
No, you chose a different path. But no one will be there with you when this road ends.
I don't mean to offend
But I can never know what I intend.
Although I do know that it's you who I'll never defend.
We could have tried to mend,
But you thought it's not worth the time to spend.

We always talked about the future, when, were, how would it suit ya?
The things we did, the memories we share, sometimes the though of it I cannot bare,
wouldn't it be less painful to just tear, the heart from my chest?
Would it be for the best?

I was in love with you, it was true,
I only wanted you
I used to think of us and I just drew.

Is that how it's gonna end?
Your not even gonna bend?
It hurts when you send, a text to me talking to me as if you don't know me. You know what, let it be.
I was to dumb to see or maybe I just didn't want to see that you didn't care about me.
But what amazes me it's that you could never really see
Just how much you meant to me.
You didn't know that every time I said I love you I meant it

"Te amo angel"That's what I would've said.
Now id rather put a gun to my head
Please don't treat me like I'm a sped
But now it's time to sleep. ""Goodnight my angel" go to fucking bed.

Goodnight, so long, goodbye