Sleepless dreams

Warm shadow, cold figure

You have to hear me out, this much you owe me.
Because you couldn't but up and show me.
You acted like you know me but it turns put that you don't.
And you didn't or won't take the time to try.
And I get it, I mean why?
I'm not your problem, why should you cry?
I mean your the one who said goodbye.
Now each night I wish that I would just die. Because I hate living without you.
And I wasn't sure if you knew,
But I really did love you.

Why is it every girl I've loved has turned suicidal.
I don't think I'll ever find one to be my bridal.
I think I should get the satanical bible. Now this problem won't go away.
There ain't no magic words you can say.
I guess all we could do is pray.

I want to end this depression.
I anted to stop it's progression.
But all of these possessions,
There the problem. Your obsession.
But I digress.
It might be a lot to digest,
But I wouldn't lie to you. Well unless......

All I am is a warm shadow and a cold embodiment.
But hell I don't know. I do know that no-body-meant.
I know things are different, but c'mon really?

I'm glad that your gone.
Your finally where you belong.
Not with me, with the ones that "have been treated so wrong"
Yea right. All you are and ever will be is an attention seeker.
Making everything look bleaker.
Trying to make me weaker.

I never called you a name.
I'll be the first to say that, and this: things will never be the same.
Even when I want them to, all you really do is smoke and bleed the life from your vein.
I can feel it, your "tumbling down the rabbit hole" more like going down the drain.
Id like to but I can't remain.
I do love you, no I don't it cains.
so what's next? A needle in your vein? One sending you to never land?
For this I won't stand,
For your every demand.
Your life cannot be planned, because your just sit down and do nothing.
No one does anything for me, do that's why I sing.
I try to bring a challenge to all of you.
To express band show you what I've seen an been through.
But no. Everyone's else's life is hard and I'm just botchin' too. So fuck all y'all. I'll just get through. I'm better on my own.
I'd rather be lonely than let a phony stab me in the back. I couldn't take it.
I can't make it through another night. So I'll just whisper goodnight into your ear
And I'll run and jump off the pier.
But don't shed no tears.
I'll always be near, you just gotta look.