Sleepless deeams III

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I've been cold hearted,
Since the day that we were parted by your devilish hands.
All of your unthinkable, impossible demands.
You act like your still in command.
But today is the day that I stand.
I stand my ground.
I'll be the one scraping and pounding on the door.
And you'll be the one on the floor.

If I had a gun is put it to my head.
I cant go back to our bed,
Not after what you said.
One pull of the trigger it will all be over, I'll be dead.
But it got me thinking if you've even bother to classify this as read.
Are you even gonna read this?
Because I really need this.
I will not plead, this is insane.
I feel like I will die if I remain.
The blood stains the ground from my vein.
Ive boarded the train to crazy town.
Now I remember when I used to mix up adjective and a noun.
But now thy I know the difference, there's no stopping me.
I have my own identity.
But I must ask for clemency.
What ever the hell that means. And I know things always seem the be a crazy, crazy dream.
But usually for me it's all a nightmare.
One that is intended to scare.
I cannot declare a war,
Because if I was to play tug-a-war with a whore.
I will not win, so I implore you to explore your options.

We gotta give it all we got.
I'm certainly giving it my best shot.
I'll call on everything that you aspire to be, but your not. And I'll guess you'll do the same.
A white boy rapper for example I'll never be that. Hmm what else? I'll never be yours again you lost at that game.

Why must you think it's that easy to leave?
Why do you expect me to believe,
All of the horrible lies you conceive?
You expect me to retrieve the ball that you threw?
Oh and another question. Are you only passing through? Or are you planning on staying?
I can see your delaying

Some days I just think that I should have died.
Because now I just sit here, paralysed.
Im stuck here, mesmerised,
But don't act surprised.
All I have to do is look into your eyes and I can see beneath your disguise and see through your lies.
SOOO that's it goodbye

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