His Model (Leviste Series 2)

Chapter 37

Us

I sipped on my wine as I went inside the jacuzzi.

I won't deny it. I know I still have feelings for him, kaya ang dali kong bumigay sa kanya. I also unconsciously smile whenever he gave me gifts or blushed whenever he compliments me.

"Lia" I heard Akiro calling outside

"Im just taking a bath. I'll be out later" sigaw ko pero binuksan nya agad ang pinto ng comfort room. Halos ilublob ko tuloy ang sarili ko sa jacuzzi para hindi nya makita

"Baby, there's no need to hide and be shy. I've already seen all of you"

Nag iwas ako ng tingin dahil naghuhubad na sya. Maya maya pa ay naramdaman ko ang pagsama nya sa akin dito sa jacuzzi. Hindi naman malawak ang jacuzzi kaya halos paliitin ko ang sarili para lang makapasok si Akiro nang hindi ako dumidikit sa kanya.

When he positioned his self ay hinila nya ako palapit sa kanya and made me sit comfortable. Pilit ko naman iniiwas ang mga kamay ko sa kanya pero mapilit sya at ipinatong ang isa kong kamay sa hita nya at iniangat naman ang isa at hinalikan nya

"Akiro,"

"Im sorry, Lia. And no need to hide this from me. Naikuwento na sa akin ni Matthew ang tungkol dito"

He then traced the marks of my suicidal marks sa aking braso. Hindi ito visible kapag nasa labas ako dahil laging makakapal na jewelry ang suot ko. Nagpapersonalized talaga ako ng jewelry na makapal para lang matakpan iyon

"Im sorry for causing all the pain.

He kissed the scars on my wrist

I want you to know na totoo ang sinabi ko when we were at the hospital. I.... I thought I could get over you. I know its wrong to think of you that you're one of them. Like the women who'll just ask for money and luxuries.

That you'll leave me cauz you don't love me...

Halos ibulong nya na lang ang huli nyang sinabi

I know you said you love me too but Im still afraid to believe you that time.

I know I should have been more open to you..."

I held his hand and cut him off

"Im sorry, Akiro. I wasn't open to you too. I didn't want to fake my name but I had no choice that time. Nathalia was really persistent to throw me out"

"She what?"

"Its a long story to tell. I just agreed to what they want because my father loves her. That was the only time na nagmahal ulit ang daddy ko. He was alone for 18 years taking care of me and working so he can provide everything for me"

"Im sorry, baby"

Akiro held me tightly. He planted a kiss on my temple.

"Can we start over again? I promise, no more secrets this time. I- I will be honest and open to you always." He asked nervously.

"Akiro,

I inhaled deeply before continuing

Im... Im scared. What if we...

What if we don't work? What if hindi talaga tayo ang para sa isa't isa? What if one day, dumating ang babaeng para talaga sayo? Or what if... pano kung may iba ka pang nabuntis at gusto nyang sya ang panagutan---"

He stopped me from talking by kissing me

"Baby, I promise you, wala akong ibang nabuntis. Wala akong naging ibang babae after you. And the rumors before are not true..."