Hauntingly Beautiful (Completed)

Irrational Love

"Let me go."

"If I don't. "

"It's not funny at all."

"I wasn't laughing, was I? "

"Why are you doing this? "

"You are driving me crazy. Not in a good way. "

"Then let's stay away from each other. I think that would be good for both of us."

"Why? Going to let him f*** you? "

"How dare you talk to me like that? What I do in my personal life has got nothing to do with you. "

"It has got everything do with me. I won't let you date anyone. "

"Why? What do you want? "

"You."

"Stop talking rubbish. You hated my presence few weeks ago."

"Yes, you were annoying as hell. It's in our contract that we can't date anyone. That goes for physical intimacy too."

"I'm not dating anyone. Let me go now Wat. "

"No." Wat wasn't sure why was he getting obsessed with Tine but he couldn't stop it. It was really getting on his nerves.

Right now they were in an empty classroom on fourth floor. Wat had called Tine here to discuss something important. Tine had been reluctant to go but Wat wouldn't listen. When he entered the classroom, Wat pinned him to the wall and rested his head on Tine's shoulder. It alarmed Tine. Wat never acted like this. He wasn't sure what was wrong with Wat. He hated gays yet he acted like one. It didn't make sense. Did Wat like him? But he had already rejected him so what did he really want. Tine's chain of thought was broken when Wat licked his neck.

"SARAWAT."

"Hmmmm." Wat continued licking and biting the soft skin of his neck.

"Stop this. "

"I don't want to." Tine shouted angrily.

"What the hell, Wat?"

Wat said absentmindedly, "You belong to me."

"I belong to no one. How dare you do that? "

"Because I wanted to."

Time sighed, "Wat, what's actually going in your head? I don't understand you at all. You say one thing and do something else."

Wat let go of his hands and started opening Tine's shirt buttons. Tine was stunned at his action. He pushed him away and slapped him hard across his face.

"Maybe this is fun for you but it's uncomfortable for me."

"You like me, Tine. " Wat claimed haughtily.

"Liked. Past tense. The way you have been acting lately. I'm really wondering what did I see in you."

"Wow, so just because I rejected you, your feelings disappeared that quickly. What was all that rubbish about being my friend? "

"I genuinely wanted to be your friend and in process I fell for you because you showed me at times that you can be a warm person. But the moment you said that you hated gays I questioned my choice. You rejecting me is fine, Wat. I can't force you to like me. And if you don't see me as a lover that's okay. It hurts but I understand that the person I like isn't bound to like me back.

But you don't get to treat me like a doormat. I distanced myself from you because it hurts to be around you. If my actions hurt you, then I'm sorry for that. I never meant to hurt you. But you can't stop me from liking someone else or having a life that doesn't involve you.

Your point was right that I started this deal between us and I kinda forced you to accept. I'm sorry for being a nuisance to you that's why I thought it would be better to end it because you hate people like me and I can't change myself just to please you."

"I never asked you to change yourself."

"Yes, you didn't but why did you kiss me? "

"I don't know."

"Wat, I deserve better than a vague answer like that."

"Look Tine, I'm not in love with you. I don't want to date you. I am just experimenting I think."

"I know Wat, that's why I don't want to be with you at all. Because I want all those things and you won't give them to me. I deserve better than being some kind of guinea pig for you."

"So you are leaving me? "

"We were never together to begin with. I'm just saving both of us the heartbreak. "

Wat slammed his fist in wall beside Tine's face. Wat could feel anger pulsing in his veins. Every word Tine uttered sent him over the edge.

"And if I won't allow it? "

"Who told you that I need your permission? "

"You'll come running back to me."

"Aren't you too cocky?"

Wat smirked, "I'm just confident."

"Why do you want me? You said you hated people like me, so how does any of this make sense? "

"I don't need to justify myself."

"You are really cruel, Sarawat. "

"Trust me Tine, I can be worse. "