lillypad | tommyinnit

17 || halloween stream

I look at myself in the mirror, I was about to stream infront of 60 thousand veiwers in a maid dress. Maybe more, since I'm streaming with a lot of big streamers.

I go into the only room with a pc. June looks at me, also in a maid dress, "you gonna stream?" I nod, walking over to the pc and logging into my twitch account.

I look over my shoulder, seeing Sam and Morria in their Beast Boy and Raven costumes. I smile, "streaming soon. It's on 'starting soon'" I say as Tubbo and Tommy burst into the room.

"guys, why dont you go out in the hallway and when I say... maid dress, you guys walk in" I suggest. The rest nod, leaving the room.

I sit on the chair, starting the stream.

"hello, hello, hello, chat! How are we?"

chat:
person17: OMG UR MAID DRESS-
person811: AHHHHHHHHH DO YOU HAVE CAT EARS?!?!?
person001: YOU'RE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
person:882: FIT CHECK?!

I laugh, "I don't have cat ears... thank god" I mumble the last words, "fit check? Yes!" I stand up, spinning around.

"honestly, I've groan fond of the maid dress" I say, quickly glancing at the door. Soon, everyone is in the room, talking with chat and eachother. But mostly the chat, who I should say is freaking out.

Tommy, Tubbo, June and I are all near the desk, talking to chat and making jokes on June and I's maid dresses.

[anonimus] donated $5!!
that made dress really shows how fat you are. Just take it off!

I fall silent from my laughter, same with Tommy, Tubbo and June. Tommy looks at June, guesturing his head towards the door. June nods, standing up from the chair and grabbing my arm, "come on, Lilly"

"no." I say, taking my arm back. Morria looks at me, confused look on her face. Sam goes up to her, "she just got a hate comment" he whispers to her. She nods, grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the room.

I sigh, leaning on the wall. Was I really that fat? Did I really feel like crying? God, why did I ever deside to stream?

"first hater?" Morria asks, giving me a reasuring smile. I nod quietly, "uh, yeah..." I look down at my body, wrapping my arms around my stomach.

-Tommy pov-

"okay, listen up, chat." I say sternly. God, I hate humanity. Why did they have to say that to my girlfriend?

"nobody, and I mean nobody, says that about anyone!" I huff, blood boiling, "you guys don't know what people go through behind the scenes, especially streamers, and people you only see online. You never know, how much one comment can make someone feel." I exclaim.

I see chat deffending Lilly, but every once in a while, I notice someone 'agreeing' with the donator. But the mods take care of it.

a few minutes later, Lilly comes back in.

-Lilly pov-

I feel tears sting the rims of my eyes, and I go down the hallway into the spare room. I quickly put on some black leggings and a hoodie.

I go back into the room, acting as if nothing had happened. I go over to the pc, "sorry guys, ending stream early" I glance at Morria, then back at the pc, "Galactic wanted to stream."

I end the stream, logging out of my Twitch account and leavin the room. I grab my phone and headphones from my room, turning the volume all the way up.