-# tommyinnit x oc .'-
where a girl meets a boy at college, and they slowly fall in love with eachother
-'. completed #-
please don't read this for your own sake 🙏
Lillypad :) it broke through the screen protector.
I'm so smart :^
Junebug :) very smart /s
Lillypad :) says the one who miss-spelt their own contact like- 15 times before they got it right
Toomy :) TRUEEEEEEE
Junebug :) whatever 🙄
Lillypad :) <3
anyway
how's school?
Toomy :) Meh
I don't enjoy it
but suprisingly, Tubbo told me to stay in collage
Junebug :) my parents don't give 2 shits abt me and my grades and stuff
so I'm gonna most likely drop out
Lillypad :) okay!!
also, June, if you need to talk about that shit you know where I live + u have my number
Junebug :) 👍
* * *
I sit on the end of Josh's bed with him and his boyfriend Asher. Josh finally let me meet him properly, and again once they started dating.
"Ash, if you ever meet my friend Morria, she practicly adopted Josh, she'll most likely threaten your life. So uhm... yeah. I'll let you know before you meet her," I chuckle, biting down on a fudge-covered oreo.
"oh... kay?" He responds with a nervous chuckle. Josh nods, "she's hella scary."
"like, on a scale of one to ten?" Asher questions. Josh and I exchange a quick glance then say, "10."
"oh..." he laughs in a mix of shock and fear, "noted." I nod and lean back on the end bedframe.
* * *
I let my mind trail off, as the two boys start talking about something else. I think about random things, streaming, my friends, Tommy.
I just fucking miss Tommy. Why? I don't know. But I always feel so happy when with him. He always makes me laugh, and always cheers me up when having a bad day.
I just want Tommy to be here. Right now. Holding me while we're watching Brooklyn99, or Moana, or Hilda.
"earth to Lilly!" Josh waves his hand infont of my eyes, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"what?"
* * *
Josh chuckles, "I was just wondering if you could drive Asher and I over to the mall?"
I hesitate, "why?"
"we want to go christmas shopping! It's right around the corner, Lil," Josh answers. I fiddle with my thumbs in my lap, "ask mom to go, I have thoughts to deal with."
Josh chuckles, "okay. Take the fudge covered oreos. I know you love those," he guestures his hand towards the box of oreos.
I nod, taking the box and going to my own room.
* * *
I lay on my bed, just letting my thoughts travel through my brain. I always end up thinking about Tommy.
I let out an audible groan when I think about Tommy for the billionth time. And when my step mother, Jessica, gives me a confused look from the hallway, I deside to call Morria along with closing the door.
"Morriaaa!" I pout once she picks up. She giggles, "yes, Lilly? How are you?"
"I can't get Tommy out of my fucking brain and I just want him to leave so I can have my normal, content filled thoughts!" I explain without a breath inbetween the words.
she nods and hums in understandment, "ever thought about calling the boy?"
"he's streaming right now..." I mumble under my breath. She nods again, "I bet he'll pause the stream for you."
"yeah, right," I smile at the thought. She rolls her eyes, "I'll bet you $15 to call him and he'll pick up."
"fine," I agree, and hang up on her. I call Tommy, and he takes a minute to pick up, "hey, baby!" He exclaims.
"hi!" I wince slightly, thinking about how to frase my words, "uhm... could I come over... later?"
he pauses, I messed everything up! Why am I suddonly so nervous to talk to Tomm- he cuts me off, "yeah! You can cone over now if you want. You okay?"
I smile and take a sigh of relief, "yeah, yeah, I'm fine. I'm gonna come over now... see you in 15?"
"of course! Love you!" He answers. "Love you too!"
* * *
I'm panicing because I want to re-write all my books (both drafts and published)... but like- I want to keep the same storyline, and basiclly the entire thing just update it to a new style I really enjoy writing in.
It's complecated but thay's the best way I can to explain it.
anyway, ily, and my teacher(s) now use my prefered name (pog!)
