MY POV:
the song finished, and someone walked in the door, it was Pattie, Chaz, Ryan, and mum.
they rushed over, Pattie to Justin, and mum to me.
she held me tight, i stopped crying, but then i couldn't help but cry again.
i'm really glad that they are here, so i'm not alone.
they asked me what happened.
i told them about James, how it was all my fault that he got hurt, he was standing up for me, it should have been me in the coma, not him, if i had never asked to come to Hawaii, this would have never happened.
mum:its not your fault, that James boy is horrible, we should call the police.
i nodded my heard.
Pattie:did the doctor say when he will wake up?
me:all he said was if he doesn't show signs of waking up by Sunday night, they will shut the machine of, they also said to try talking to him, that helps with waking coma victims up.
Pattie: Justin, its your mum, please wake up, i need to see you smiling again, c'mon, Kiara, Chaz and Ryan are here, wake up and we can leave, please wake up....
he didn't move.
i walked up to pattie and gave her a hug, she squeezed me tight.
me:i'm sorry. its all my fault
Pattie:its not your fault, he did what he thought was right, he always sticks up for the ones he loves.
me:i just keep feeling like i did this to him, it should be me, not him.
Pattie:dont think like that, he will wake up, you'll see.
she faked a smile, i'm not sure if she believed what she said or not.
me:hey mum?
mum:yea?
me:can you please get me my guitar, laptop, and some sets of clothes? i'm going to stay a few nights here see if i can wake Justin up with a bit of music.
mum:sure, i'll be back soon :)
she left and Chaz and Ryan came over and hugged me.
we sat down and talked for a while, they were crying as well, but it was comforting.
they kind of held me in they're arms, as we talked, i'm so glad they are letting me ramble on.
mum came back with my things, then she said that she would see me again tomorrow.
Chaz:its getting late, we better go, see you tomorrow Kiara, try and get some sleep.
Chaz and Ryan left, i sat with my guitar and laptop, and looked up a few songs to play.
good thing Justin was in a private room, so i didn't disturb anyone.
i started to play...
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do.
i love that song, i have this thing with sad songs, but they kinda suit the situation at the moment.
i was really tire it was nearly 11:00, so i decided to go to sleep.
i curled up in the chair again, and drifted off to sleep.
JUSTINS POV:
her voice is so sweet, i want to see her so bad, if i keep trying, maybe i can move, and if i move, that means i can wake up.
i focused all my energy into opening my eyes.
l felt them moving, its working, i cant believe its working.
after about 5 minutes, i managed to open my eyes, i'm doing it, i'm doing it, i cant believe this!
ok my eyes are open, i can see Kiara, she's asleep, her chair is right next to my bed, her hand next to mine.
i moved my fingers towards her's, slowly, but steadily, my hand reached her's.
her fingertips were icy cold, i used my thumb and started to slowly rub her hand.
her eyes were red and puffy, she must have been crying for a while, poor girl, she must be worried sick.
well, its late so i think i'll go to sleep, surprise her in the morning.
MY POV:
morning came and i felt something touching my hand. maybe mum had come in early, i opened my eyes.
oh. my. gosh!-
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A Summer Romance
FanficA random Justin Bieber fan-fiction (Judge away, I wrote this 2 years ago XD). It has a bit of smut in there from what I can remember, and many mistakes as most of it was written on my old brick of a phone, and written while I was 13/14. But I though...