I won't tell you who I am for you to figure out the pieces of my heartafraid broken dreams will fade far away as stars disappear in at dawn
My fangs sharper as I grew hungrier from this sad lifelessness depression
thirsting for the precious blood of your veins with my deathening cries
Mesmerising flowers turned gold to the touch as if king midas come alive
my mind a cage of blackbirds singing to the pheonix watching above them
a magnificent queen knights in shining armor battling to death
i jump over the edge seeking the dawn that warmed me fullheartedly
confused face when i find my own shadow stabbing me in the back
as if i had let my guards down only by trusting the sunlight blindly
monsters wrapped their claws around my neck and tried to steal my voice
when i spoke my truth it angered them like wasps aiming to sting
i dont know how i survived the apocolypse or if im already dead
wave of hungry zombies rampaging for a taste of fleshy blood and brains
I hear a distant heartbeat in the hidden trasure chest of Pirates
forcing me to walk the plank and roars when i fall slowly to my death
drowned in a ocean of tired thoughts
So I would give a weak smile to forget
the numb feeling as tears fall like rain pour without a peak of sunlight
causing a heartache that always chained my ankle to a brick wall
This insomnia kept me wide awake in at night where owls hoot at the moon
as I alone bathe in the moon sad glow i plunge into silent slumber
lingering of these broken dreams where I sit beneath a willow tree
pray to the pillar that the pain and heartache would someday flee from me
Voices whispering in the wind of a sadness echoing around me endlessly
the pain from my mind while I only felt blood trickling down my neck
teeth cutting deep like a knife as it
deeply stabs and ruin me whole
red rain dropped in my eyes to blur everything like old blackout poetry
I still feel the wind blowing it's cold breeze throughout the silent night
as if my dreams were really alive and i could hear the eerie birds crying
melodies to the moon witness to the hunger as i need to find words to help
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ℂ𝕃𝕆𝕊𝔼ℝ🥀「 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢 」
PoetryRanked #1 Emo Poetry Apr 2O22 - Oct 2023 𝕯𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝔜𝔬𝔲.. 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗♡ Author's note: This book is a collection of poetry, feelings and deep thoughts I've had in my battle in overcoming depression. Writing has helped me reali...