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Red Room Affairs

Y/N's POV

Nat, Yel, and I planned to escape the Red Room today, it's risky but necessary.
Nat's optimistic, I am too, but if I'm being honest I'm not for me. If it comes down to who gets out, I've made it my personal mission to ensure it's them. They're the closest thing to family I've ever had.

I know they taught us "Love is for children" but I couldn't help but to fall for her. She was mesmerizing, yeah she's beautiful, but deep down she's so much more. She has this ability to make you feel safe even when you're the furthest thing from it.

Her warmth she radiates in the darkest of times is everything when locked away in a cold place like this. She's shown me every day that being better is worth fighting for. To live a life that doesn't cause pain to others is something that's possibly obtainable. Her love has been what's kept me alive all these years while we grew up together in this torture.

So today, if anything does go wrong, I'll be damned if it affects her of Yel. It's time I give her back everything she's given me. I'll continue to love her in secret, until I'm able to do so freely. If that never comes it'll be okay. I mean, who is it to say she even feels the same. I'm probably more of an obligation to her at this point. I'm just overthinking things at this point. It's time for "training" so let me just focus and not be suspiciously nervous. It's about 12 hours until bedtime AKA when we plan to make our move.

   ————2 hours later(10am)————

Nat's POV

I'm currently eating my lunch which consists of a stale PB&J and an apple. Lunch is only 15 minutes before we start another stint of training. I'm purposefully avoiding Y/N & Yel as to not seem too suspicious as today's the big day. My goal is to get us out and somehow return to end the Red Room. I plan to start small and that is by getting MY girls out.

Yel is my baby sister and I'll be damned if I leave her here. Y/N... Oh my Y/N. To most she's cold—which is obviously a valid defense mechanism—but to me she's everything.
She's just so beautiful, and she loves so hard. She knows how to make me smile, even on the toughest of days. Even with her attempts to be cold, when I watch new recruits come through I see her send them a warm smile and apologetic eyes in an attempt to soften the blow.

She's so afraid she'll never be "good" but she doesn't realize she's already there. I've watched her protect Yelena with a fierceness, taking credit for her mistakes and accepting her punishments. She always shares her food with me even when I try to stop her.

She puts everyone above herself, and I admire that. I also fear it because I want her to value herself more. I need to know she'll fight for herself just as hard. I just love her too much to lose her, and I don't think she'll ever realize that.

"Natalia!" ... "You'll be leading training so hurry and don't mess up. Do well, and that'll bring you one step closer to graduation!" Madame B instructs.

Her words send shivers down my spine but I keep my composure and nod in response before hurrying off to the training room.
After hearing what she just said I'm more excited that we planned this escape for tonight.

Y/N's POV

As I walk in I see Nat up front with a concerning face but I have to ignore it for the sake of upholding images.