Y/N's POV
As much as this whole ordeal has saddened me, it's also brought me much needed peace. Finding me has been nice, going from a girl in the 40's who would've most likely been an army man's wife, to a woman free to love whomever was exciting. It was also terrifying as well. Having always lived in a world without much freedom, to have all this choice was intimidating.
So as you're sat here contemplating your progress as you've reached the end of your treatment, you can't help but think of the beautiful redhead. This is a normal occurrence for you, she's almost always on your mind. You've heard from many, about how tough, and reserved she is, but you've never experienced that side of her. You start to wonder if the feelings are mutual, why else would she be so relaxed with you? You then begin to realize she's probably just pitying you, which begins to sadden you. Before you can continue to fall into the pit of overthinking you're brought out of your thoughts.
"Oi! Better looking Rogers, you ready to start your new life?" Shuri calls out to you
You giggle, standing up and patting yourself down.
"Ready as I'll ever be I guess... I will miss your flirty banter though, not so much your intellectual though as it just confuses me." You reply with a smirk
She laughs and drags you away to gather your minimal belongings and takes you to Natasha, who's waiting at the quinjet for you.
Nat's POV
I'm waiting for Y/N and boy am I nervous. SO many reasons why, for once I'm terrified of how I feel for her and vice versa. Secondly, I've had to keep her a secret, missions orders, and I'm worried Cap & Buck will be furious with me. Let's not get started on her love of nicknames like, "Natty," and "Tasha." The moment she says one in front of the team I'm doomed. She's just so precious though, I couldn't imagine being mad at her over anything. Doesn't mean I won't be embarrassed. Also, did I mention the feelings???
Oh there she is...
Y/N's POV
I'm approaching my farewell jet and see Natty smiling, while simultaneously fidgeting - she seems nervous, I can relate. I'm far more excited though. I'm going to see my family again!!! I also can't help how excited I am to be with Nat on a regular basis.
"Y/N!!! You ready to get going?" she enthusiastically greets me
"Y-Yeah!!!" I stutter out but with a wide smile on my face
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"Goodbye better looking Rogers, don't hestitate to call or visit" Shuri playfully states
"I won't! I'll probably call you the moment I arrive. I'll have some sort of separation anxiety, I'm sure. Goodbye for now my favorite flirty nerdy.." You say as you avoid the slap to come and jump on the jet.
Nat's POV
Ouch! I know it's harmless flirting, but I can't help but feel jealous as I watch their goodbye...
"Alright, let's go Y/N!" I assert, she just looks up with a quirked eyebrow and follows me aboard.
As we're an hour into the flight I can't help but notice how sad she suddenly got. I quickly realized my abrupt response earlier must've confused her and possibly hurt her feelings. Part of me wants to leave her in this state to avoid any "Natty' remarks back home. However, seeing her sad, caused by me, is absolutely heartbreaking. So, I put us in cruise control and slowly approach her. As I sit by her she scoots over one, all but confirming by suspicions.
"Hey... is everything okay?" Is all I can get out.
She proceeds to keep her gaze down, but I see the tear fall. I immediately scoot over and pull her into me. She wants to fight it but she instantly falls into the hug.
"I-I'm f-fine" she stutters through her sobs...
"I'm just nervous and if I'm being honest your tone earlier threw me off. It's okay though, I'm sure you're tired of being my babysitter and secret keeper. Today must be a blessing in your eyes. I'm free, and I guess now you are too... huh?" she sadly replies as she goes to get up and walk away.
Y/N's POV
As I go to walk away after that embarrassing display, Nat grips my wrist and tugs me back in
"Y/n/n, I'm sorry if I came off harshly, or if I hurt your feelings. I'm just nervous is all. Yeah, I am your secret keeper, and I'm just afraid Cap and Buck will be furious with me. I've known you were back, and even though I'm just following orders, they might take it the wrong way. I'm sorry this isn't your fault, and I didn't mean to be harsh with you, I would never intentionally hurt you." She rambles on quickly as she tightens her embrace on me
"I'm sorry too, I should've realized sooner how hard this is on you too. It's okay, all is forgiven Natty." I reply in a hushed tone.
Nat's POV
Hearing the Natty put me at ease. As I went to release her she gently grabbed my arms and asked
"Can you just keep holding me? It's nice ... I feel calm and safe"
This causes butterflies to erupt in my stomach because her feeling safe with me means the world to me. Keeping her safe sounds like a lifetime goal for me. I say nothing, and instead just hold her tighter and pull her into my chest.
As we were about to reach the compound I looked down to find her in the most peaceful sleep I've ever seen, and I can't fight the smile forming on my face.
Fury's POV
"Friday! Alert the team to meet in the conference room in 15." He commands
"Of course, Director Fury." The AI replies
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As everyone begins to trickle in, I text Agent Romanoff to meet us here for the introduction.
"Welcome everyone, I've brought you here because we have a new recruit..."
Y/N's POV
"... Y/N Rogers" Fury announces, and that's my cue to be escorted in by Natty, or well I guess Agent Romanoff
As I walk in the room goes silent, everyone's clearly confused by the similarities between Stevie and I.. They probably think I'm some love child of his, little do they know I'm his long lost sister
"No..." I hear Bucky whisper and I start to get really nervous
"Is this some sick joke? ... Who are you really?" Stevie retorts and I flinch into Nat
"This isn't a joke... Shield found her a little over two years ago. She had been under Hydra's control and we found her upon her escape..." Fury replies
"AND YOU KEPT HER A SECRET FOR THIS LONG? HOW DARE YOU?" Stevie interrupts
"Rogers..." Fury and Nat both say in an attempt to reason with him and calm him down.
"NO! How dare you ... Fury, I at least expect this, but Nat ... really?" Steve whisper shouts
"Stevie.." I reply on the verge of tears. "... Please, don't be mad, it was for the best! I had to be free before I could see you again. I would've never focused if I was able to be with you.. Don't blame them."
He looks up at me with such confused eyes full of sorrow, guilt, love and a little bit of hope
He sighs, "I - I need some air" and with that him and Bucky walk out with sad expressions.
Part 2 1,266 words...
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Format edited 12.20.21
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FanficThis will be a primarily Natasha Romanoff oneshot book, but I'll sprinkle in some Scarlett Johansson ones as well. SJ stories will be labeled with her initials. It will be female reader. Started 10.14.2021 Ended TBA It will be updated as frequently...