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It's Okay... Part 1

Y/N's POV
Tony's done it, this time tomorrow we'll be traveling through time and space to collect the stones and bringing the dusted back. Sadly not all of us are coming back, and I've been privileged enough to decide it's gonna be me.
"Hey Steve, what's the grouping like tomorrow? You figure it out yet?" I ask
"Yeah, why?"
"Just wanted to see if I agree" I playfully remark
"Tony, Bruce, Scott & I will be going to New York for the Time, Space and Mind stones. Rocket & Thor to Asgard for the Reality stone. Clint and Nat to Vormir for the Soul stone. Nebula, Rhodey and you to Morag for the Power stone."
"Hm... I think that's okay, except let me go with Clint. Nat would be much better aiding Nebula and Rhodey on Morag." I say confidently
"Okay, sounds good!" He agrees with no resistance.
Perfect. Now to just be prepared to fight Clint and give Nat a good last night together... No one else has put it together about the Soul stone. Nebula literally called Vormir the "dominion of death," Thanos returned from there without Gamora, and lastly it's literally called a SOUL stone.
"Hey Natty" I greet her with a warm smile
"Hello my love" she says back seemingly happier than she's been in recent years.
"You, me, dinner at y/f/r!?!" I ask excitedly
"How about we save that for after we win and we get some well needed sleep tonight?"
"Well... because I am hungry now and I miss date nights." I rebuttal with my BEST pout
"Baby..."
"Please!" I say continuing the pout and adding puppy dog eyes
"Fine! When should I be ready?" she reluctantly asks
"Thirty minutes!" I say before rushing out
God, I hate this. I am practically lying to her. She's going to be so devastated. So I vow to make tonight one to remember.
Nat's POV
I'm actually excited to dress up and get out, it's like a breath of fresh air after the last five years. Y/N's right, we haven't had much of a date night in all this time.
*knock* "Baby, are you ready?" Y/N asks through the bathroom door
"Yes, coming!" I say as I open the door
Wow! She looks so beautiful. She's wearing the same outfit that I had bought for her to wear for the date night where I proposed. Tonight must be really special.
Y/N's POV
"Wow baby, you look gorgeous" I say to my wife while I look her up and down.
"Yeah, yeah. Have you seen yourself? To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you so dressed up? Why must I share this sight with strangers?" She questions protectively.
To which I respond by pulling her in and pecking her lips.
"Baby, this is all yours. Enjoy the view and let's go eat, I am famished!" I say as I head out the door.
She runs past me to the car, but not without a smack to my ass and a wink sent my way. She swiped the keys, sly little minx.
"I'm driving." She yells back to me
"Well I can see that now" I laugh as I get in.
We pull up to y/f/r and are seated in the back corner like usual. The owners wife greets us with a warm smile. She has been running the place the past five years since her wife was dusted. I want to tell her of the good news, but I don't want to get any hopes up. Anything could go wrong, so I'll just let her see for herself when it succeeds.
"You finally going to get something besides chicken strips?" I joke at my wife with the tastebuds of a child
"Hush! As if you're not going to get y/f/d!" She jokes back
"Yeah... Why do we even ask for menus at this point?" I laugh out
"We like to pretend we can change." Nat replies
As we sit there talking about just about everything, our foods being brought out.
"Thank you Susan!" I say as I smile up to her
"Of course! We've missed you guys around here." She says with a sad smile
"We've missed it too!" Nat replies instantly
"Well, if you need anything don't be afraid to call out for me" She states as she walks off to attend to other customers
After a moment of indulging in our food I say
"I wish we could just tell her"
"Me too love, but it's okay, she'll know soon enough"
"Yeah, she will." I say back trying to hide my sadness
"What's wrong love?" Nat asks concerned having picked up on my mood change
"What if it doesn't work?" I question hiding my real reason for my sudden sadness
"It will! It has to!" She commands almost trying to convince herself as much as me
"You're right! Sorry. Let's focus on our date" I reply with a smile
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"Psst... Baby, give me the keys, we're not done yet!" I say eager for what's next
"It's 8PM, what could possibly be next?" She laughs out
"Okay grandma" I laugh out ... "Are you tired of me?" I faux pout
"Of course not my love!" She coos as she pulls me in for a sweet kiss.
"Then keys please, and buckle up!" I assert
I'm taking us to the lookout spot we always went to when it all just got too loud. It had become our sanctuary. So I just want one more cuddle under the stars. Earlier in the day I had picked up my baby's favorite desserts.
"Love, where are we going?" Nat asks
"Natty, please be patient. It's a short ride!" I chuckle out
"But I hate surprises!" She cries out
"Oh, look, we're here!" I say while handing her a hoodie because she didn't exactly plan for being outdoors in the cold.
As she gets out I reach in the back for the blankets and the bag of goodies. Then I grab her hand and escort her to OUR spot. I set the blanket down then reached up with grabby hands so she'll sit with me.
"I got you something." I say as I pull out croissants and macaroons.
"Oh baby, you trying to fatten me up before the mission? My suit isn't gonna fit" she laughs out while reaching for the goods
"You're right! Let me just put them up"
She snatches the bag and says "No! Gimme please"
As she starts to eat a croissant I pull her into my lap and bring her back into my front. I wrap my arms around her waist and rest my chin on her shoulder.
Nat's POV
Y/N's snuggling into me and it feels so nice. I can tell she's nervous about tomorrow, I almost want to ask if she wants to sit it out. I know she'll say no though, so I just push myself into her more and snake a croissant up towards her lips to give her a bite.
"Thank you baby" she whispers in appreciation as she takes a bite
"Of course. How are you feeling? You doing okay?"
"I'm doing perfectly fine sitting here with you in my arms, right where you belong. I'm probably the happiest I've ever been. I love you" she replies
"I love you too. So much baby! Thank you for tonight. It's been a nice breath of fresh air." I say as I turn in her embrace to give her a kiss. I've missed moments like this. I pour every bit of love I have for her into this kiss. As we pull away I see she's crying, so I instinctually reach up and wipe her face.
"Oh baby, what's wrong?"
"Absolutely nothing! In fact this moments perfect" she replies with a sweet smile
I lay back and pull her on top of me and just hold her there with her head on my chest.
"To new beginnings" I say while rubbing her back
"To new beginnings" she whispers out
Y/N's POV
After laying on Nat for like 30 minutes I get up and pull her up with me.
"Let's dance!"
"What? There's no music" Nat replies
"I got the music covered" I say as I pull my phone out pressing play on :
"Make you Feel my Love" by Adele
Her eyes light up when she realizes it's OUR song. She reaches out and pulls me into her. We dance together slowly, both of us seemingly holding on for dear life.
"I could make you happy, make your dreams come true. Nothing that I wouldn't do. Go to the ends of of the Earth for you. To make you feel my love"
As the songs nearing its end her hands have found a resting place on my ass and I can't help but giggle.
"That was sweet while it lasted"
She pulls me in closer and connects our lips. It's beautiful and slow, until it isn't. The kiss picks up a pace and soon we're moaning into the other's mouth.
"Please tell me this was the last destination because I want nothing more than to take you home right now..." Nat whispers into my ear
"Please do" I whisper back onto her neck.
Next thing I know we're in the car, speeding home to the compound. Safely of course!
Nat's POV
This nights been fantastic! Reminding me of all the reasons why I fell in love with her in the first place. Not that I'd ever forget, she's my perfect lil baby. She's gotten me through these last five years. I don't know what I would've done had she been the one dusted. She's always been my light at the end of the tunnel...
"I can feel you staring." I say to my beautiful wife
"What about it? Am I not allowed to look at my gorgeous wife?"
"You can do more than look!" I say as I pull the car in.
Y/N's POV
I grab her by the hand and drag her to the room. Normally our escapades get pretty intense but tonight I want something more.
"I love you" I say as I ghost over her lips
"I love you too." She whispers back while she's working on removing any clothing in between us.
After the last article hits the floor I grab her arm and gently pull her to bed, laying her down. I straddle her waist and we lock eyes.
"Baby, please!!" She whines
"Shh... I got you." I say as I gently smash our lips together, before leaving a trail of hickeys down her jawline.
I keep everything slow, not in a teasing manner, but slow enough to remember it all. We made love for hours, taking care of the others every need. Whispering I love you's every chance we got.
It was the perfect goodbye.
After she fell asleep I held her for about an hour before slipping out of bed. I needed to make some final goodbye preparations. I had been making goodbye videos for everyone the past month. I made a whole selection of videos for Nat. She is going to be so mad at me, I just hope she's going to make it through... She has Yelena, Wanda, and our two month old kitten. This is our makeshift family, I'd do whatever it takes if it meant they were back together again.
I also created a box full of videos for my baby sister Morgan. The videos were about things like how to cope with loss, to first loves and heartbreaks. All the things a sister is better at navigating with a sibling than a mom is.
I left no stone unturned.

1,959 words ... This will be 3 parts. I'm not huge on angst so I keep it to a minimum when writing.
I hope whoever is reading these is enjoying them!
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