Four thousand three hundred twenty minutes, seventy two hours, exactly three days since that happened, here you are prisoning yourself in your room, hugging your knees, thinking since when did it went wrong? is it because you ate his favorite burger, before he could even bite? is it because you are always ten minutes late every time you have a date? or is it because of the tattoos?
You chuckled sitting in between Taehyung's legs, ''Oh you had a tattoo?'' he hold your wrist and you nodded your head ''9197?'' Taehyung asked ''It's Jk's bday right?'' you nodded your head ''it's just a friendship tattoo'' you clarified ''then I'm right, the tattoo on his skin is your birthday'' he said ''yes its just for the sake of our friendship.'' Taehyung nodded ''then can I have too?'' you shook your head ''why not?'' you gave him a small smile ''I made a promise'' he looked at you ''That you can't have any other couple tattoos?'' you nodded your head ''Can't you break it for me then?'' it made you stop ''It's okay Im just kidding, it's my bro though, and you guys spend a lot of time than us. But at least Im your future right?'' you nodded your head with a smile. ''Where's my peck?'' and you pampered him with kisses making him chuckle.
He is totally okay with it though, or is it because you are not enough? you are afraid of that thought, but that cant help but flashed in your mind, what if you are really not enough? what if you are the person, who people get usually tired of? tears never dared to fall from your eyes, you just stared at nothing, the pain in your heart seems hard to bear. How about all the promises you made to each other? is that all gone now? you miss him even more and you hate that fact, for three days you are just thinking of him. How can he make you feel like this, when you live your life just fine when you haven't met him. But now everything feels like shit and empty without him.
Jungkook rushed in to your room when he heard you shouted and cried, he quickly put you in his arms when he reached you, you usually have nightmares when you are having a deep problem, ''Leave now, I don't need you, you'll leave me too.'' you let out in between of your conscious and unconscious self, your tears are streaming down on your cheeks, you are afraid grabbing his shirt like your life depends on it ''Leave me alone!'' you cried and he is tearing up now, just keeping you in his arms, your words are pushing him away but your actions tells him other wise. You fell asleep in tears, his shoulder is wet because of them. He sighed, carrying your figure to tucked you in bed, you are pale and thin now. You are definitely exhausted and it hurts him. What the hell his brother did to you?. He too had no clue, he never saw his brother come home since that day, he's been waiting for him too, to asked him questions. Jungkook sighed, seeing you like this, he wiped your tears, even your sleep you are crying.
You woke up, feeling something fluffy on your beside your arm, you saw Jungkook sleeping on your bed, while he is seated on a chair, he uses his arms for a pillow. You sniffed what did you did in your past life to deserve this man?, you raised your hand reaching for his hair, slowly patting it, and his eyes drifted open, eyes on yours , yours on his. He just looked at you, and you gave him a small smile ''You should eat something, and take care of yourself.'' you let out patting his head ''no, not without you.'' and a tear fall from your this time it's not because of the pain you are bearing but because of the sincerity of his words, that reaches your heart. ''I want pizza, with pine apples on top and a lot of cheese.'' you let out being exhausted Jungkook chuckled ''Then let's eat a bunch of it.'' you smiled nodding your head, before he stand up you hold his hand, eyes on his he smiled, he already know what you want to say, you're eyes tells it all.
''I'll be back.'' with that he left you with a smile on your face..
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You chewed the pizza, currently in the pizza house, its been months since Jungkook ordered, and you meet up for some pizza, months has already passed and you are doing pretty good now, you're done being through missing Taehyung phase, you've already passed, today you don't miss him as much as you did, you don't bother to think about him anymore. ''Im hella hella nervous right now.'' you said while chewing your food, Jungkook couldn't agree more while chewing his food. He is wearing this over size tee with baggy pants and a bucket hat, pretty good hiphop style huh? of course he looks good, Jungkook has a great sense of fashion though. ''What if, you passed and I'm not, ain't ready to be parted with you.'' he smiled at that, one thing he likes about you is, you say what you want to say unless it's a deep problem which you prefer to talk with a person who is very close with you then that's a different case. ''You'll pass'' Jungkook says and you pout ''if you didn't pass then, I'll go with with the school you'll pass on.'' you pouted awwee he's so sweet, ants can even bite him now. ''You think I would say that? of course not, cause I have a dream to pursue.'' You glared at him, and he chuckled ''I hate you.'' and he chuckled even more. Both of your phones made a sound and the most awaited moment is here, Jungkook checked his phone and his eyes on you, you covered your face in your palms, and let the tears come out. Jungkook suddenly became worried, he is just got accepted but you it seems like it's not the case seeing your reaction. Jungkook brought himself to sit beside you, opening his arms, you sniffed coming close to wrapped your arms around him, he took your phone to look at the results. ''I freaking passed'' you cried in tears of joy making him laughed ''For god sake, you made me worried.'' he let out in between his chuckle, you pulled away chuckling and he chuckled watching you. ''We're going to Seoul Univ, together~'' you sang out making him smile ''together~'' he sang in falsetto tone making you laughed. Such a crack head guy. ''We'll do everything together, yes I won't have a failed grade in math then.'' and he laughed ''and oh, you'll help me with arts too.'' you are dividing subjects now ''I'll help you with history, I can make it fun.'' the teasing face, Jungkook hugged himself ''Perv.'' and you laughed, both of you chuckled and had fun talking with each other, chuckling and smiling, can't wait to be part of each other in the next chapter's of your lives. The day passed just like that
and you hope this day, won't ever end......
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That Thing Called 'LOVE' | J.JK
Fanfiction''Do you love me, more than as a friend?'' ''No.''
