Ranboo's POV
⚠Major argument, very strong language, and mentions of abuse and illness(cancer)⚠ it's a long one old on to your hats.
We've been in the new house for about a month now. Y/n and i still butt heads, well more like I butt heads with her and she takes it. I'm trying to keep her at a distance so i don't get hurt.
we arranged a schedule were we all had chores and specific nights that each of us took care of dinner, whether that be ordering in or cooking. Tonight was Y/n's night to take care of dinner, and my night to do dishes. lately y/n hasn't been doing any of her assigned chores and it's kind of pissing me off. she leaves all day and comes home and either streams or goes straight to her room. Tubbo and Will say that it's probably nothing and she's obviously very tired so just leave it be, she does do the grocery shopping so i guess she's not completely free loading off of us.
Today was kind of stressful for me I had done a sort of meet up and so i was surrounded by people and my social battery had run out. i was also already cranky because my computer blew up so i had to start all over on building the thing again. I was ready to just eat dinner get the dishes done and go to bed.
As i was reaching into the fridge to grab a Fanta Y/n comes into the kitchen and opens the pantry to grab a bag of chips.
"hey, ranboo? do you mind ordering in for everyone or cooking? I'll pay, I'm just pooped and need to lay down."
i don't know what came over me. i don't know why but all of a sudden all of the stress and anger i was holding in just came rushing out all at once.
"Why the hell, should I!? All you do is stream sleep, eat, and spend all of your time out of the house! you haven't done any of your chores or you've passed them off the everyone else in the house! Your a Fuckin lazy, two faced bitch who talks about people behind their backs " i shout
"Don't talk to me like that first of all. Second of all, Two faced? when have a ever been two faced or talked about you. and three, You know NOTHING about me because you've had your head shoved up your ass since we moved into this house" Y/n responded starting to raise her voice but still keeping her cool.
"'don't talk to me like that' what are you gonna do about it your just a pathetic excuse for a weak human being"
"I AM ANYTHING BUT WEAK! YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW ME!" y/n shouts with tears running down her face now. out of all the times we had butted heads she had never even raised her voice. this caught the attention of Wilbur, tubbo, Tommy, and Niki who had all come to see what was going on.
"what's going o-" Y/n cuts Wilbur off
"THAT fuckin twat thinks he knows me, he THINKS he can talk to me however he wants. call me fuckin weak and a pathetic excuse for a human! TWO faced" she scoffed "i Am any thing BUT!" y/n turns to me.
"I'll be damned if i deal with it any longer. I dealt with verbal and physical abuse for 13 fuckin years while in the foster system and I'm not going to take it from a fuckin asshat who thinks he knows me. I have been NOTHING but kind to you this past month, all while not knowing why the hell you hated me, but it stops now." I go to talk but Y/n cuts me off.
"So tell me, Ranboo. you know why, I've been leaving all day! do you know why i come home exhausted?! Do you know why i have had to pass some of my chores on to y'all? Cause it's sure as hell not because I'm lazy or weak!" Y/n was shaking all over now with tears running down her face. i had never seen her like this. she was always so calm and collected no matter what anyone said to her. i was at a loss for words so i just stood there stunned.
"that's what i thought. You want to know WHY i haven't been 'pulling my weight around here' so to speak?" y/n pauses and turns to everyone, then looks at me.
"have been getting treatments to shrink tumors that i have on both of my ovaries so that they can operate to remove them. Treatments that leave me drained after...." she sighs, "I've been battling cancer for the past 3 months" after the words sink in Tubbo runs up to y/n hugging her. I look over at Wilbur, Niki, and tommy who all have tears streaming down their faces. i could feel the tears start to form in my eyes.
"why didn't you tell us y/n/n?" tubbo whispers out as he hugs her.
"I didn't want to worry y'all. Didn't want y'all to have to put up a front while streaming, or lie to our fans about everything being okay., But hey, they've got the go ahead to operate. they can operate now" she cries into his shoulder as Wilbur, Niki, and Tommy all walk over and wrap y/n in a group hug. after a few minutes of only sobs from everyone, Y/n wiggles out of the pile.
"they'll be taking out my ovaries next Tuesday, if everything goes as planned i will be cancer free." she's tackled in another hug. once she manages to get free she pauses. I'm still stunned into silence and unable to speak.
"I need air. I'll be back later Don't come looking for me." she turns to me "when your ready to act like a fuckin man and use your words to settle our differences, make sure to call me." with that she grabs her keys and wallet off the counter and walks out the door.
once she leaves everyone turns to me. i break down and fall to the ground out of guilt. Will kneels in front of me.
"I've treated her so badly, all the while she's been going through all of that by herself." i manage to choke out.
"she's right, I've been an asshole towards her for a month and i don't even know her. All because i over heard a conversation that I'm not even sure was about me." i have gained some barrings back now.
"what do you mean conversation about you?" Niki asked with confusion in her voice. i stood up and sat at the island.
"the night that I arrived here, after tubbo had given me the house tour, i was walking into the kitchen to say hi to you and maybe get to know y/n because i like her, but i-" tommy interrupted me
"You have treated Y/n like shit over the last month even though you like her? as an expert on women that seems a bit counter productive."
"defiantly. now continue." Niki says.
"anyway i heard her say something about a dude, being annoying, clingy, obsessive, stalker, and that she couldn't wait for them to be out of her hair. I let my anxiety get the best of me and figured she was talking about me."
"you idiot, they were talking about her ex-boyfriend who she was waiting on a restraining order to be finalized. the name you heard was Jared. he's an obsessive bastard that was physically and emotionally abusive towards Y/n and only wanted her because of the amount of money she got from streaming." Tubbo says after he smacks me in the back of the head.
"that's ironic." Wilbur laughs, referencing his own song. we all let out a light chuckle.
"wow I've really messed up haven't I?" they all nod i sigh and flop my head down onto the counter.
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Ranboo x Reader (Completed)
Fanfictiony/n l/n is a 17 year old streamer who has been invited by her friend of 3 years, tubbo, to live in a streamer house with him and a few of his streamer friends. she takes up the offer, however the one person she was really hoping to get along with do...
