My Forever Hope

Chapter 9

The next day I woke up and felt the cramps coming back so I got up took some medicine and took a shower before heading downstairs.

"Good morning Y/n how are you feeling?"

"Still in pain but its ok I will get through it I will just deal with it at school"

"Darling you don't need to go if you are in pain" Tom said with a worried look

"I will be fine I went to school in pain and I will do it again"

Tom looked a little sad after I said that and I knew I opened past memories of me getting hurt for him.

"Dad I am sorry I didn't mean to say that"

"Its fine lets just go to school.

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For the rest of the morning and the drive to school Tom didn't talk to me he just looked hurt.  I caused him pain like I did to others with my words the person I didn't wanna hurt most got hurt because of what I said.

"Bye dad I will see you later"

"Bye"

...

I decided I wasn't going to stay at the school I am going to go somewhere run away not far but just somewhere so I wont hurt Tom with my words anymore.

"Miss may I go to the bathroom?"

"Sure"

I left to go to the bathroom then climbed out of the bathroom window and started walking away from the school deciding to go to another one of my spots Tom doesn't know about.

By the time I got to the spot it was around 3 pm school was already out but I haven't checked my phone.

*5 missed calls from Dad*

*20 texts from dad*

"I'm not even gonna answer I need to stay away from Tom I can't hurt him anymore.

I started drawing in my book when I found the drawing of Tom when we were by the river he was so happy and I ruined that for him.  I want to go to Tom but I don't want to hurt him anymore.

I decided to go back home I can't stay away from Tom he saved my life I can't leave him like that.  As I started walking it started to rain.

"Fucking great"

I kept on walking no matter how soaked I was or how cold I was.

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I made it to the house and saw all the lights were on and Toms car was gone.