Before the World Got to Her

XVIII. Space

TW: Panic attack, mommy kink

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That night, you finally woke up after passing out in your girlfriend's arms. You shot up from the position you were in, heavily breathing. Before you know it, you hear and feel Mildred and Gwen right next to you. You wondered how late it was since they were already in bed.

"Honey it's okay. You're alright." Mildred whispered in your ear, holding your face as Gwen stroked your hair. You immediately latch onto her and try not to cry. She rubbed circles on your back and whispered sweet nothings as you had a firm grip on her nightdress. Gwen was there too and was stroking your hair also shushing you.

"You're alright little one don't cry my love." Mildred said with tears in her eyes. It was too late. You had tears streaming from your eyes as your two girlfriends comforted you with their words and touch.

"I'm- I'm sorry. I'm o-okay." You sobbed.

"Stop apologizing and take deep breaths baby you're alright." Gwen said as she wrapped her arms around you. You jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. You just needed some space for a second. You slammed the door and sunk to the floor.

"Honey?" Mildred called as she knocked on the door.

"I'm fine just- please go back to bed I just need some space." You yelled, trying to contain your sobs.

"Baby we're right here, we're not going anywhere." Mildred said with concern coating her voice.

"No! Just go away! I'll be fine just give me a minute!"

"Honey maybe we should give her some space." Gwen whispered to Mildred.

"NO!" Mildred yelled as she jiggled the doorknob.
"Y/N OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW."

"Mildred-"

Mildred runs back into the bedroom and pulls open the vanity drawer and pulls out a bobby pin. She rushes back to the bathroom and harshly picks the lock.

"Mildred just let her be!"

Mildred opens the door and rushes over to you, wrapping her arms around you as if she couldn't bare to be away from you that long.

"It's okay. Mommy's here."

"Let go." You said under your breath as you face started to heat up and your vision went blurry. Mildred didn't let you go and held your head to her chest. "I SAID LET GO!" You screamed, trying to push her off of you. She let go with tears in her eyes and your frail body barely pushed her away.

"Mildred!" Gwen said sternly from the door. Mildred finally got up and rushed out of the room, crying. Gwen looked at you with sad eyes as you laid against the cold floor and shut the door. Gwen ran after Mildred and called for her.

"Mildred!"

Mildred threw herself on the bed and sobbed. Gwen sat next to her and rubbed circles on her back.

"Honey what is it?" Gwen asked.

"I'm not enough for her. I love her so much but I'm not enough."

"Mildred look at me. Look at me."

Mildred turns her head and looks at Gwen with tear filled eyes. Gwen strokes Mildred's hair and gives her a sorrowful smile.

"You are enough my love. We're going to find out what's going on with y/n. It's not your fault. The poor girl has been through a lot. You just lay down. I'll make sure she's alright. Okay?"

Mildred sits up, biting her lip and nods. Gwen nods back and strokes her hair one last time. Mildred sniffles as she lays down and gets under the covers.

Gwen goes back to the door and presses her ear against the wood. You're quietly crying to yourself until you become completely quiet. Gwen waits a minute before she opens the door and sees you on the ground, asleep. She scoops you into her arms and carefully carries you into the bedroom. Mildred was asleep on her side, facing Gwen. Gwen lays you down next to her and climbs into bed.

You suddenly turn to face Gwen and brush your hand over her breast. She gets goosebumps from your sudden touch and you start whimpering quietly.

"Do you want mommy's tits baby?" Gwen whispered. You let out a louder whimper and latch your hand onto her breast. Gwen is quick to take off her nightdress and her bra, leaving her chest bare. She moves closer to you and pulls our head towards her nipple and you immediately latch on. Mildred had told Gwen about your little habit of doing this and Gwen was glad to finally get to see this part of you. She quietly moaned as you lightly suck on her perfect tit and let out little noises.

Gwen kisses the top of your head and stroked your hair, trying to contain her arousal.

"Oh that's good baby." She whispered, closing her eyes. You continued sucking on her tit until she moved your head to the other one. "Oh yes." She whispered again, throwing her head back. You finally stopped with your mouth still attached to her nipple. Gwen carefully placed your head away and slipped her dress back on. It was her turn to have your arms wrapped around her and nuzzle into her chest.

Mildred turns over and wraps hers around you and stirs a bit. Mildred stroked your arm and kissed the back of your neck before cuddling closer to you.

"Thank you Gwen." Mildred whispered.

Gwen hums in response and the two women spoon you for the rest of the night.