CHAPTER 32

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a/n: happy Wednesday, my lovies! Thank you for waiting. here is chapter 32. enjoy!

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I finished my bathroom routine in no time and it was just 8 pm. I felt really tired with all the emotions running. 

I just wanted to sleep and maybe, just maybe, by tomorrow I'll be good as new again.

I would love to join them and drink the night away but I don't want to dampen the mood with my overthinking.

I was getting too comfortable with Forth.

Like right now I wanted to be with him but I know it will be too selfish of me. 

He's here because he wanted to unwind with his friends. 

He doesn't need to accompany me in my misery. Gosh. Me and my insecurities.

I made myself comfortable in the huge bed but it feels so empty. 

I was again lost in thought when a soft knock was heard from my door.

"Come in! it's unlocked" I shouted.

"Hey" Said Forth. I sit on the bed while he rummages in the closet.

He just continued with what his doing and got inside the bathroom. 

I heard the shower and in no time Forth was out fully cloth, a towel around his neck and still has wet hair.

Gosh I have issues. I know I am. I like the smell of him...

He seats besides me in bed and was scrolling now with his phone.

We were just silent there. A comfortable silence.

"You sleeping na Beam? I'll turn off the lights if you are." He said after some time.

"What are you doing here? I thought your drinking?" I ask.

"I need a shower, I felt sticky and my hair still damp. I promise I wont disturb you, I'll be silent here" He said.

"Okay..." is all I could say while I made myself comfortable again in the soft bed my back to his.

After a little while, I felt Forth also half lying-in. 

His back in the headboard. I can never sleep without a cuddle with him. Damn.

"Forth?" I asked still my back to him

"Yeah?" he said

I contemplated if I could just ask him directly if I could cuddle with him but I didn't have the courage. "You sleepy?" I ask instead.

"A little bit. I think I'm not going back. I don't want a hangover" He said. I will be lying if I say his words didn't make me happy. "Am I disturbing you? You want me to go out?" he continued

"NO!" I quickly said and turned to face him... I cough and say a little softer:

"Let's dry your hair or you'll catch a cold." I said to save face from my little outburst. "Sit below and your back into the bed." He looks happy and quickly followed my instruction.

I had both my legs on opposite side of him. While he rests both his arms in them. I took the towel that was hanging in his neck to dry his hair.

He has his eyes closed clearly enjoying this. I also love how intimate this feels but a good intimate.

As I was drying his hair, I started to be a creep. Prominent nose, think eyebrows, eye lashes that can poke you. Jawline to die for and a kissable lip.

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