𝘖𝘜𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘉𝘈𝘕𝘒𝘚 𝘐𝘔𝘈𝘎𝘐𝘕𝘌𝘚 + 𝘗𝘙𝘌𝘍𝘌𝘙𝘌𝘕𝘊𝘌𝘚

Wildest Dreams - Rafe

A/N:
This chapter is inspired by the song, "Wildest Dreams" by Taylor Swift

With honour of Taylor Swift's album coming out very soon, I have decided to dedicate the next few chapters to some of her songs.

Little background on this story:
With Y/N constantly thinking that Rafe is going to leave her, she just hopes he doesn't forget about her.

May Contain: M/F, Feels, Fluff, Angst?, Cliche?
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Y/N and Rafe have been together for quite some time now, two years and three months to be exact. Even though the pair have been together for a while now, there was one thing Rafe could never understand about Y/N and that was, why did she always think he was going to leave her?

Y/N has sat and watched people come into her life and then leave when they've seen enough. Due to this happening quite a lot, she has struggled to get close to anyone. Some call it abandonment issues, Y/N calls it her worse nightmare that she experiences on the daily. Now, as she is waiting for the day that Rafe turns around to her and say he's leaving... she just hopes that he won't forget her.

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Y/N'S POV:
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As I'm looking out at the ocean, watching the waves crash violently against one another as the rain soaks my skin, I find myself in peace with the raging storm. Even though, I feel that I am at peace, I still cannot turn off my brain when it comes to these overwhelming thoughts. I cannot understand for the life of me as to why people always leave.

Now, I'm just waiting for the day to roll around when Rafe, my beloved boyfriend and man of my dreams, decides he has had enough. The thought of him leaving, makes me cry every single time. Even though, I wish he would be mine for forever, I know that he is not mine to keep and I should prepare myself for the ultimate heartbreak that I cannot come back from.

I just hope that he never forgets about me...

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RAFE'S POV:
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As the whole town of Outer Banks is doing their best to stay inside, away from this storm, I find myself outside. As droplets fall from the sky, completely drenching my once, dried clothes and the wind is beginning to pick up, I am frantically trying to find the most important person in my life, Y/N. She was meant to meet me at mine after she went home to grab some things after our lunch date but never showed up. I don't know where she has disappeared to but I'm so worried that something bad could've happened to her.

As my mind unfortunately rushes to the worse possible outcomes, I find myself becoming more and more anxious. I never want to lose her, never in a million years. I'm so crazy in love with this girl and even though we've been together for two years and three months, I find myself falling for her more and more each day.

It breaks my heart seeing the way she looks at herself and how people have had the audacity to hurt her in the past. I promised her and myself that she will never be heartbroken again and that is a promise that I'm taking with me to my grave. Well hopefully to the afterlife, if that exists, as I want to spend the rest of eternity by her side, loving her unconditionally.

I knew I should've gone with her this afternoon to grab her belongings from her house but, I was rudely interrupted by my dad needing help with picking up my younger sister, Wheezie, from her friend's house.

As I'm driving around, trying to think of where she could be, that's when it clicked... her safe haven.

When I finally made it to the beach, that's when I saw her. She had her knees against her chest as she used them to rest her chin. She looks absolutely breathtaking in this very moment and I wish I could propose to her right then and now.

Anyways, as I begin to move closer to her, I speak up.

"Princess! There you are! What are you doing out here?" I say as I sit beside her and bring her into my arms, trying my best to warm her up even though there wasn't much luck due to not having dry clothing on my body.

"I couldn't stop thinking and so I came out here, to calm myself down", she spoke quietly.

"What's wrong beautiful? Talk to me", as I kiss her cheek lightly.

"Why do people always leave me Rafe? I'm so scared of the day you will leave and I know that you say you never will but, everyone eventually leaves. My only wish is that you don't forget me, even if it's in your wildest of dreams. I hope that one day you'll remember, seeing me standing there, in a nice dress staring at the sunset. That you'll remember of all the memories we've shared."

Oh screw it.

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Y/N'S POV:
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"Y/N... I did have how I was going to propose to you planned out and this is why I don't have the ring on me right now but I feel that this is the perfect time to do this. Y/N  Y/M/N  Y/L/N, I have loved you from the very first moment I saw you in the school library. It truly captivated me by how you would rather spend your time reading books instead of socialising. Then when I gained enough courage to finally talk to you, you were the first person to ever show interest in me for who I am as a person and not for my status. There's so many things that I could say about how truly amazing you are and just how much I love you but I would rather spend the rest of my life, with you, showing you instead if that's okay? So will you please make me the luckiest man alive, not that I am not right now, because I am. Anyways, I'm rambling on, will you please marry me?"

I am speechless. That was the furthest thing away from what I was expecting today...

"Yes!", I squeal as I wrap my arms around him, kissing him repeatedly.

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So if anyone did read the author's note at the beginning, I am dedicating the next few chapters to Taylor Swift but doing my own twist to some of the songs that I use. As for example, this one wasn't really meant to have a happy ending and I flipped that.

Please let me know what you think in the comments!

I'm really sorry if this was trash );

Love you 🤍