𝘖𝘜𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘉𝘈𝘕𝘒𝘚 𝘐𝘔𝘈𝘎𝘐𝘕𝘌𝘚 + 𝘗𝘙𝘌𝘍𝘌𝘙𝘌𝘕𝘊𝘌𝘚

Honest - Sarah

A/N:
This chapter is inspired by the song "Honest" by Jeremy Zucker

This chapter is pretty sad so I do apologise in advance.

Little background on this story:
All Y/N ever wanted was for Sarah to be honest with her but instead, she decided to led her on whilst she was cheating on her with Topper.

May Contain: F/F, Feels, Fluff, Cheating
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Y/N'S POV:
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It never sat right with me how my girlfriend of seven months would always cancel plans with me with the shittiest of excuses.

These past four months being with her has actually made me question my own sanity at times. She use to be so kind and now she just snaps at me for the smallest of things. Apparently, I messed up her glass of orange juice which I didn't even know was possible this morning and she spent five minutes yelling at me... where was this kind hearted girl I use to know?

And now she literally just upped and left an hour ago at midnight because her 'father' called and she needed to be home.

But I know that Mr Cameron is currently on a work holiday in the Bahamas so where was she actually going?

I never thought I'd be doing what I'm doing right now but, I found myself trying to find her location on my phone as I had a gut feeling that she was in fact, fucking me over and it turned out, she turned her location off.

Was it possible that she is cheating on me? Surely not. I have treated her the very best I can. I have literally traveled oceans to make her smile and I always do everything to show her how much she means to me.

I'm losing my patience with her and I'm slowly letting go of the girl that I love with every ounce of me... she just doesn't seem to be there anymore.

As I find myself pacing around my room, my demons start to whisper the most cruelest things into my ear. I tried to block them out by listening to music but then the lyrics started to line up with my thoughts.

All I've ever wanted from her was for her to be honest with me.

Then it happened, she must've pocket called me and I heard it all... I really wish I didn't.

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SARAH'S POV:
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"Topper! Stop", I say whilst giggling as he kept tickling me.

Is it wrong for me to be with someone else when I'm in a relationship? I mean I don't see what's so wrong about it? It's not like I loved Y/N anymore anyways... I just didn't want to lose her so I haven't ended things.

She treats me like an absolute queen and there's no way I'm going to let that go so quickly.

"So when are you going to leave Y/N and be with me instead?", Topper asks with a big grin on his face as he makes his way to give me a quick peck on the lips.

"Now isn't the right time to tell her Top. She has become so crazy over the past few months and I'm afraid if I tell her, she'll hurt me", a lie is better than the truth isn't it?

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Y/N'S POV:
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"Now isn't the right time to tell her Top. She has become so crazy over the past few months and I'm afraid if I tell her, she'll hurt me"

Was the only thing that seemed to be replaying in my head like a broken record.

My gut feeling was unfortunately right and now I knew what to do.

As I find myself making my way over to Sarah's house, my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest due to the amount of emotions flooding my body... was I really what she thought I was? Am I crazy and dangerous?

This girl has been questioning everything about myself right now and now I don't know what's real or fake.

Once I reached the Tannyhill manor's front door, I knock on it and nervously wait for someone to answer. I know she will most likely be the only one home due to the rest of her family being in the Bahamas, except Rafe, but he is most likely out getting his next hit.

As the door opens, I am met face to face with Sarah and her smile is quickly washed off her face as Topper is right behind her.

The plan was for me to let everything out on the table and then go home, pack my bags and leave on the next ferry to go stay with my relatives who live in Charlestown for a while.

"I suggest next time you go on cheat on someone that you don't pocket dial them. For months, I have been trying to wrap my head around about what I could've possibly done wrong for you to just become so distant and snap at me. But I could never figure it out until tonight. Do you realise just how fucking twisted you are for saying that I'll hurt you and that I'm crazy? You have been so fucking shitty to me that now I'm leaving Outer Banks because I cannot stand to see your face around anymore. Things could've worked out a lot better if you were just honest with me babe. Best of luck to you in the future as well Topper as a leopard never changes it's spots. Hopefully she doesn't break your heart like she did to mine. Thanks for wasting my time Sarah Cameron."

Once I was done spilling every thing that I have felt in weeks, I turned around and began walking to my car. When I eventually reached my car, I got in and immediately blocked her on everything.

I was in fact, done with Sarah Cameron and Outer Banks for good.

As I began to drive out of the drive way, someone on a bike stopped in front of my car...

What do they want?

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Here's to another shitty chapter on my behalf. Sorry loves! I've been feeling unwell and my brain doesn't seem to work.

Haven't proofread this one and I'm not even sure if I'll keep it online or if I'll end up deleting it.

Thank you for reading though 🤍