In Love with a BEE BOY {Tubbo x Reader}

Chapter 10

TW- Mentions of suicide and acts of self harm
[Y/n pov]
Once my eyes adjusted to the sight in front of me I said "wha- what are you doing here" he just chuckled and punched me on the face which caused my nose to bleed and me to fall to the ground. He continued to hit and kick me but after he kicked me really hard in the stomach it caused me to scream and than I heard a lot of footsteps coming towards us.

[Tubbo pov]
We were just all sitting in the lounge room when there was a knock on the door, y/n stood up to get it so we just continued our conversation. It was quiet for a bit before we heard y/n scream, we all panicked and ran to the door and the first thing we saw was y/n laying on the ground in so much pain and then saw Jake standing there with a grin on his face. Tommy ran to y/n to make sure she was ok and I ran to Jake and punched him in the gut which caused him to kneel down clenching his stomach with his hand in pain. After I did that Dream, George, Quackity, Purpled and Sapnap went to get Jake out of here and Me, Wilbur, Niki, Jack, Karl and Ranboo went over to y/n and Tommy to see if she was ok.

[Y/n pov]
After they got Jake out of the house they all came to me to make sure I was ok. They tried to help me stand up but I just fell to the ground in pain and I started to feel really faint and began to slightly fall over but right before I passed out I felt someone pick me up bridal style and assumed it was Tubbo but than everything went blank.

~Timeskip~

[Y/n pov]
I woke up at 8:00am feeling a bit dizzy and than I saw Tubbo sitting next to me looking worried. He saw I was awake and immediately hugged me so tight "I- I can't breath" I said Tubbo released his grip on me "sorry" he said I just cupped his face with my hands and kissed him softly on the lips "no worries" I tried to stand up but than I just got dizzy so I sat back down. Tubbo told me that I should just stay in bed today. I gave him the pouty face and he chuckled and pulled me into another hug. Eventually we found ourselves cuddling with me laying on his chest and his arms around me, it was a comforting silence. Than all the memories from last night began to flood back and I started to quietly sob. Tubbo noticed "everything alright sweetheart" he said I just continued to sob into his t-shirt. He rubbed circles on my back than asked again "everything alright" I thought for a minute than all the thought I used to get when I was with Jake came back as well. Like me wanting to unalive myself and I used to cut myself on my wrist and thigh. Than I got the sudden urge to do that so I ran to the bathroom not listening to Tubbo questions about what I was doing or the dizziness in my head. I locked the bathroom door and began searching for something sharp than I saw Tommy's razor, I grabbed it and slowly started to slit my wrist and it felt reliving. I heard Tubbo knocking on the bathroom door but chose to ignore it and continue cutting.

[Tubbo pov]
When y/n wasn't responding to me and got worried and began to bang on the door but there was still no response than I started yelling out to everybody. Tommy, Jack, Niki, Wilbur and Karl came running upstairs while everyone else was out.
"WHATS GOING ON" Tommy yelled
I explained that y/n was in there and wasn't responding so that's when Tommy got worried and so did everyone else the all started to yell and bang on the door than Niki pulled and clip out of her hair and picked the lock. Once we heard a click we sighed in relief than I opens the door and saw y/n with a blade between her fingers and blood running down her arm.
"Y/n..." I said
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