carry's pov
"yes, & yours?" i ask
"carter." he replies
my cheeks flare up.
"nice to meet you, carter." i say.
"& you as well, carry." he responds.
"so, what's gotten you here? you looked all mad when you came in?" carter adds.
i shrug, "oh, you know. boys are stupid."
"ouch!" carter grabs his heart, pretending like it hurt him.
i chuckle.
"well, i know they're stupid. but sometimes you never know what they're going through. stupid mistakes aren't excuses. but, maybe listening is better than walking away." carter explains.
my heart drops to my stomach...maybe carter is right. i just walked out on nick & never even gave him a chance to explain. maybe nick was drugged, or the girl wasn't even there, or maybe nick had a reason for acting this way.
nick would never hurt me.
"yeah, i guess you're right..." i sigh.
"i always am." carter grins.
"thanks for the talk. now i gotta go fix something," i put up a smile.
even though i smiling, doesn't mean i'm excited to go through this with nick. i'm so scared that maybe it is true...maybe nick really doesn't love me</3
"good luck, carry!" carter exclaims before i rush out the door & to my car.
i hop in my car & speed down the streets of new york. i have to get to nick as soon as possible...before it's too late!
i pull up to our apartment & jump out of my seat. i run to the doors & run up the stairs to our door. i'm right in front of it, & before i knock i out my ear up to the door.
& nick's soothing voice fills the silence...
"mom! mom? hello?! i really need to talk to you. i messed up so bad, so so bad. i hurt someone i'd never want to hurt in a million years. i wish i could just take the pain myself!" nick cries.
my heart shatters.
"i'm so stupid!! i got sucked into something i never wanted to be in. i'm pretty sure i got drugged. & now i have to take the blame for something i practically didn't even do! i hate myself for what she saw...she must be mortified!!" nick rants.
my heart quickens as his footsteps approach the door. i panick, i don't know what to do!
"mom, please help me! i have nothing but anger & disappointment inside of me right now. & i need help on how to get carry back. she's the love of my life, the only person i'd ever want to spend the rest of my life with...& now, i may not even get that," nick sobs.
i can't listen anymore. i feel so overwhelmed & insecure. i have no other choose but to...run.
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Fanfictioni tighten my grip around carry's hand as i stop jogging outside. "what're you doing, nick?" she asks with a confused tone. my heart starts to race, "carry," "yeah?" she says, nervously. i can't find the words to say, but my body takes over and i cr...
