nick and i have become very serious lately. we broke the awkwardness and now are better than ever. i feel like a million bucks when i'm around him.
"i just appreciate you so much, you know that." i say out of nowhere. nick and i are folding some laundry in the bedroom.
"aww, thank you!" nick blushes.
"like seriously. you've helped my life in so many more ways than i thought one person could. i came to la to have a better life, to get away from my mother and the negativity. you changed all of that. you brought me happiness and make my life enjoyable each day." i rant with tears brimming my eyes.
"babe!" nick pouts and rushes over to me to hug me tightly.
"i love you, babe, so much." i say.
nick tightens his grip around me, "i love you, too."
we sit in a warm hug for a long while. i really appreciated his hug.
"so," nick sighs as he lets go of me. "i was thinking we can start looking for houses. not just live in your apartment." he chuckles.
"really?" i ask.
"sure! we can buy our first home together," nick blushes and reaches for my hand.
i grab his hand with a warm smile on my face.
"aww, of course!" i say.
"i can't wait. we're gonna start looking at our first home together. then possibly start on our first baby," nick winks. "and then live happily ever after with each other. sounds like a good plan to me!" nick grins.
i chuckle, "yeah, sounds like a good plan!"
we get back to folding laundry. i know this seems dumb but it's the little things that matter. folding laundry, talking about the future, helping each other when the other is ill. these are the things nick and i have accomplished; we have so much more, though.
nick did it. he helped me re-live, and gain happiness. i don't know what else to be thankful for more than him. my mother back home could care less, she's probably high as i'm speaking.
i love nick, and i'm so glad we found one another. he's my whole, my best friend, my forever and my love.
"let's look at houses, shall we?" nick asks.
i smile with a nod.
on to our next chapter, nick and i!!
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THATS IT!! OMG?!? i can't believe it. i completed the book. it wasn't really how i thought i would end it but i like it! i'm so excited to announce that freaking NICK SAW MY STORY!! i was freaking out when he did. i was also kind of embarrassed 😳... it's okay, though. i starting writing this almost two years ago. thank you guys for the ones who followed along throughout. i really love and can't appreciate you more. i'm so glad to be getting more readers, as well. after nicks video i've been getting more reads. I APPRECIATE EVERYONE<3 i get all smiley thinking about how each one of you enjoy reading my books!! i seriously can't explain it, it makes me so happy. also i have something else to announce...IM WRTING A NEW BOOK?!?!? yep! i'm writing a new one. it's very more well thought out, and very much better lol. i hope to start publishing soon. in the mean time, don't forget about me! another one is coming soon. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AHHHHH ❤️
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re-living
Fanfici tighten my grip around carry's hand as i stop jogging outside. "what're you doing, nick?" she asks with a confused tone. my heart starts to race, "carry," "yeah?" she says, nervously. i can't find the words to say, but my body takes over and i cr...
