Chapter 23 - i couldnt help but love him

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Just so you all know nothing happened between me and fazer that night. I hadn't had sex with him since the tommy incident and I think he is missing the tushy!

But to be honest it makes me feel sick knowing last time it happened , well you lot know, I know I should tell faze but I can't bring myself to and I'm sure he will cope,

The only problem is he knows something's wrong...

*3 days later*

The holiday got off to a great start 2 full days on the beach and me GG and ny went to a spa the other day.

Dappy tried to tag along but we were having non of it.

I don't get it the fact that boys have never not properly spoke in this long before now is worrying me.

The good thing is my stitches will be coming out soon so I can get in the sea and mess around.

I was putting my bikini on and faze walked in

Faze: morning beautiful *kisses my forehead*

What was that for?

Faze: so I need a reason to kiss my stunning girlfriend these days do I?

Well no but

Faze: here let me fasten that

Thanks babe *kissing his shoulder*

Faze: how about I undo this and we get back into bed *winks*

NO faze, I mean I just want to go out to the beach and tan

Faze: Yeah we have rest of the day and another 12 days, I owe you your birthday present anyway

He pushed me back onto the bed and it was going exactly where I didn't want it too

*sitting up* faze you already got me birthday presents I don't need this too

Faze: T don't deny it you want the D, am I right or am I right?

NO fazer your not right you need to listen to me I don't want to do this now just not today yeah just take the hint I don't want to have to go into everything ....

Faze: chill out man all you had to say was you were on

But I'm not faze that the thing you don't even know. I need some space I can't do this not now I'm going to dappys room.

Faze: no T please don't go... I need

Rich, you are not undressing me and getting inside of me end of.

I stormed out and went down the corridor, hammered on dappys door and didn't stop until he opened it

Dappy: Woah T man chill

Don't tell me what to do you twat, it's not my fault I'm like this is it . It's not my fault I fall in love with all the wrong people.

Dappy: he told you then?

Told me WHAT?

Dappy: wait why you like this? I dont get it?

Faze he wanted to you know *thrusting action* but I said no and he didn't like it he tried it but it didnt work he's such a prat.

Dappy: I can understand where he's coming from though T man, I mean every guy wants the tushy ever so often.

I knew you wouldn't get it *tears fill my eyes*

Dappy: *coming and guiding me to the bed with his arm round me* woah T you can talk to me no need to hide it. It's gotta be bad you never cry

I'm not crying ok, don't tell faze I got upset

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