His Hidden Wife

Chapter 49:

Alexandra's p.o.v:

I couldn't wait for tonight, I was going to finally get some time alone with my husband and I couldn't wait. It's okay for me to feel clingy? Right I mean I don't see a problem with it. This is my first time feeling this way about anyone, I mean I married someone I hardly knew and I want to say that I do believe in love at first sight, when I'm with Raymond I get this warm feeling in my tummy and now, I have a baby growing inside of me. But I still can't shake the feeling that we moved to fast....I mean well at least for Raymond.... I mean he had just gotten out of a relationship not to long ago. and then boom, married to me. Sometimes I feel like I don't know him, he's a business man, he has to work, unlike me who can't work in fear they'll figure out who I am, but the fun thing is that, I only married him to pay back a debt that my parent's had with his. I was a nobody I had a job and was working for my own money, I never thought this would happen to me I'm way to shy to talk to any guy. But then the real question is why did I marry him? Well..... In short terms.... Is that I fell in love.... His so sweet to me..... He cares about me....I would like to think that he loves me the way I love him....An maybe just maybe, he did open his heart to me and holds me in a special place in his heart. I'm glad he found someone who could heal his heart, what Valeria did wasn't the nicest, and I don't wish it on no body, no one deserves that but he let me love him, so that must mean something to him. I couldn't wait to finally see him and get to spend time together again. I knew I still had the whole day in front of me, so why not do things to relax me, I made my way down to the spa and then to go find food, I wasn't going to lie I loved being able to just walk around and not have to worry. As I finished eating I noticed that the employees were a lot more busy then usually, was something going on? I couldn't help the dark and heavy feeling....I held on to my baby bump and got ready to go back to my room, I couldn't shake the fact that something was going to happen.....

Valeria's p.o.v:

"Hey ladies do you want to grab lunch together, or do we want to go find the boys and make sure everything is okay" I asked. "Oh no, they haven't called once I think there getting along well let's not mess it up" Araceli said from beside me. "I have to agree with Araceli" Nina said. "But why not call them instead" Araceli said pointing at my phone. ON THE PHONE WITH CHRISTAIN:

"Hello my love miss me already Christain asked before I could say anything. "NO, but we just wanted to know if you guys are okay" I said back quickly. "Awww no need to be so mean, but yes we are okay" he said back laughing. "Okay then I love you and I'll see you in a bit" I said before hanging up. "Well aren't you to the just the cutest things ever" Araceli said. "Leave the poor girl alone she's in love" Nina said. "Stop it both of you it's not funny" I said as I felt my cheeks turn warm. "Your acting like two high schoolers in love" my sister said. "Well I have realized that I have to much time to make up for, I mean if the boy ask me to marry him I'd say yes in a heartbeat, if he asks me to move in with him, I'd say by when, I'd give him everything I have to make him happy" I said. "But remember he also wants you to feel that way , he wants to give you the world and all the love he can" Araceli said. "We can all agree that if anyone deserves to be happy it's you two, after these mistakes and misunderstandings, I honestly think we all deserve to be happy with the ones we love" Nina added. I couldn't help but stop and wonder, how was Raymond's wife? I mean she's the only person who I think needs an apology from me, I mean.... I'm glad Raymond found someone for him, but I did try to break them up.... An the worst part is, I've never seen the girl. I mean there was never a chance to meet her, so what would I say to her... That I'm sorry? That I made a big mistake? To forgive me? To say that I was mad and just wanted to feel whole again and that was the only way I could find to feel whole again... No that's still not a good answer... I guess I really chasing that feeling of wanting to feel loved and wanted?? But I found the wrong way to express my feeling and just turned to being cold and turning off all my emotions, so that no one could hurt me....No still not right, because I was still wrong, I had no problem with hurting others, if it meant not hurting myself.... Oh wow I really was a bad person..... Maybe that's why Christian's mom is so against me being with him, I mean if I was a mother then I understand, why she doesn't want me with her son, but at the same I would let them figure it out on there own, because the more you try to hold them in the more they do what you don't want them to do. But I'm no one to talk, so let me just mind my business and shut up..... "Hey! Hey sister snap out of it" yelled Araceli pulling me out of my thoughts. "I'm sorry is everything okay, you seemed lost" asked Nina. "No but there's a serious question please feel free to not answer if you don't want to" I asked. "Okay tell me first" she said. "Okay well, how is Raymond's wife"? I asked. "I didn't see that coming" she said. "But to answer your question without setting my brother off, she's fine and doing well" she said looking away. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you upset" I said suddenly feeling bad. "Oh no, it's not that it's just Raymond want's to protect her, from what he calls our world, she's the sweetest person ever and he doesn't want her to suffer because our life style is so different from what she is used it, let's remember they meet at the most random time, and they both fell in love so fast and there the cutest, she brings out the best in him, please don't get me wrong, but you also showed him a a lot, like you must work hard for all you want, but she bring out the nice and sweet in him even more now that's she's expecting, we all just wish he was more of a family man" Nina said. "I would see why he want's to keep her away, but can he really hide her forever" Araceli asked. "No but if we know one thing from Raymond, is that he's going to try his hardest to do so" I added. "But what about what she wants? Has anyone asked her what she wants and if that's okay with her, I mean shouldn't he meet her in middle and decide, what if she want's to go out, I mean within limits of course" I said turning to face both of them. I soon realized that both my sister and Nina were lost in there thoughts. Oh gosh was it what I said, If that was the case then I really didn't mean to, well looks like I messed up again. "Hey are you girls okay" I said trying to get there attention. "No but I have to go check on something" Nina said walking away from us. Araceli and I just looked at her as she walked away.
Alexandra's p.o.v:
I was reading one of my pregnancy books, when I heard a knock on my door. Who could it be Raymond usually opens the door with a key he has. I got up and slowly opened the door, to my surprise I saw Nina standing on the other side. "Is everything okay" I asked her as I let her in. "Yes? No maybe, Alexandra can we talk" she asked. The bad feeling I felt earlier came back, I could feel my stomach tighten with worry.... Now what's wrong......

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