enlovers

Chapter 39

Felix tapped his foot impatiently on the pathway, glancing at his watch every now and then.

As promised, Felix was waiting for Bangchan outside of JYP, but he still hadn't arrived yet.

Felix didn't really know how he felt about the whole 'situation' they were having. Of course, it was shocking to think that this whole time, Chrised was Chan. But then again, this whole time, Fextimus was Felix. And they were both being dumb about it.

But did Felix like Chan in any sort of romantic way? No, not really. Well, at least he had no feelings that he knew off.

Felix was staring at the floor, and let out a sigh. He was about to turn around, but a hand grabbed his wrist gently, making Felix face him again.

Felix eyes landed on Bangchan, and they narrowed. The older was wearing a simple oversized hoodie with pants. His hair was curly and astray, making Felix quite shocked. He didn't know that Chan's hair was naturally curly like that.

"I'm here!" Chan breathed.

Felix sighed and pointed to a bench in the corner. "Sit. Explain. I don't have much time."

Bangchan went first, and Felix followed him. They both took a seat, and looked at each other expectantly.

"Aren't you gonna go?" Felix frowned.

Chan returned the frown, and stared at Felix. "What do you mean? You were the one who texted me asking for someone in the first place! That's how this whole damn thing started!"

And how I've somehow caught feelings for you.

Felix groaned and rolled his eyes, avoiding Chan's gaze. But maybe if he turned around, he would've seen the admiring look in the older's eyes.

"Look, I just messed up the numbers. I probably should've checked what Mr. Kang's number was before typing in one from my memory. We then got in contact with each other. We both faked out identities, acted like stupid idiots, and now, we're here"

Chan frowned. "Why didn't you just tell me who you were?"

Felix scoffed. "One, I could ask the same thing for you. Two, you think I can just go around revealing who I am like that?"

"You could've easily blocked me, you know that? None of this would've happened. What was stopping you then?"

Felix looked down at his lap. "I don't know...I guess I just wanted someone to talk to. Also, I kind of wanted to make it my mission to turn you into a stay...which was obviously the most dumbest thing I could've possibly done. You also told me you were from Australia. It was also nice, being able to text someone I didn't know, in English."

Bangchan nodded in understanding. "You know we have a lot of things in common right? Why are you holding such a grudge against me? And 3RACHA as a whole? In fact, it makes more sense that we held a grudge against you. You beat us in everything!"

Felix looked at Chan, surprised by the sudden accent and language change. "We don't beat you in everything. You would know that, if you stopped caring about this so much." Felix replied back, in his native language. "Can't you just get the fuck over it? We somehow became texting buddies, and now we're nothing."

Chan scratched the back of his neck and stared at a bird flying in the sky. "You sound angry"

Felix groaned and got up hastily.

"Look, I don't really want to talk to you anymore. Please, can we just forget whatever happened? You're just someone I see as a rival in the industry. Nothing more"

Chan gulped and looked up at Felix.

"But...what if we became more than that?"

Felix let out a bitter laugh.

"Jesus...if you're trying to imply that you have feelings for me in a friendly or romantic way, then forget it. That's so fucking scandalous, Bangchan."

Felix then rolled his eyes and walked off, leaving Chan sitting on the bench, a sad look in his eyes.

Bangchan didn't know when, but he would properly confess to Felix at some point. He didn't care if the boy accepted it or not, he just needed to get it out of his head, and out of his heart.

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i feel like this book is getting somewhat closer to it's end-

also, does anyone here have bubble for stray kids or any group in jyp? i think it's cool, but i'm not really sure if it's worth it.