Fear & Desire ❤️‍🔥

The libirated

Bucky was in a vicious cycle of pacing around his room, doing push ups, sitting in silence, looking through pictures of y/n and wishing he could have just stayed in Wakanda where everything was quiet, tranquil, where he didn't have to pretend to be something he wasn't, he could just be. He didn't want to become and Avenger, he didn't want to get into a relationship, but between Steve practically begging and the bright spark with the divine personality and gorgeous face that was y/n, he didn't stand a chance.

He kept replaying y/n's words and her actions. He didn't just regret what he did to her, he hated himself for it. He swore he wouldn't leave his room until someone told him y/n was definitely gone. He wasn't scared of what she'd do to him, he just couldn't bare to see her look at him like that, so much hatred in her eyes. So much pain.
Bucky was on the floor doing sit ups when he got the message. Opening his phone, he saw a picture of y/n bloodied, beaten and strapped to a bed along with instructions and an address. Bucky was told to come alone or else he wouldn't see y/n ever again. Gasping, Bucky jumped to his feet and grabbed a coat as he headed out to location in the text. Luckily pretty much everyone was gone between Thor and Loki being in Asgard and most of the others being on a mission so no one could see the panic and fear that were apparent in Bucky's features. If they had, they would have gone with him and that could have resulted in something catastrophic for y/n. No. He had to go alone. He jumped on his motorbike and headed for the address. For y/n.

"The liberator?" You wheezed tasting blood.

"Yes y/n, I am your liberator. You've lived in a state of not knowing for so many years, I'll be the one to end your suffering" he said stroking your hair.

"You said I was leaving, you're going to kill me?" You stated turning your head away from his touch.

"No, I'm going to enlighten you y/n"

In Asgard, Loki was heaving as he rummaged through the chest of draws after seeing a picture of y/n's dad. He soon realised that these were—

"No, they can't be" he gasped.

They were the missing files from y/n's dads case.
Ransacking the files, his eyes skimmed over the words.Super soldier programme, SHIELD, files about aliens, Thor, the—

"No" he uttered covering his mouth.

The tesseract.

Kicking the door down, Bucky was attacked by around 8 other men, all of which he managed to takedown. The thought of y/n being physically injured right now was what spurred him on. Running down the corridor, he followed the whimpering until he finally got to the door y/n was behind.

"Come y/n, I've got something I want to show you" the man said pressing a button that raised the upper half of the bed so that you were facing a screen.

"What is this?" You choked.

"I bet you've always wondered who it was that killed your father, well, the answer lies a little closer to home than you'd think." He snarled pressing play on the screen.

Your heart leapt out of your chest seeing you kiss your dad on the cheek for the last time.

"Are you sure I can't help?"
"Sweetheart, go home"

Hearing your voice, tears began to escape you. You sounded so innocent, so ok, so fine. You didn't realise that years of heartache and pain would have aged your voice. When you watched your dad hug you, you felt it. You regretted when you pulled away and left.

"WHY ARE YOU SHOWING ME THIS?!" You screamed at the man who was looking between the screen and at you clearly amused.

"Wait, shh, you'll ruin the best part." He replied.

"THOR! WE HAVE TO GET BACK TO MIDGARD!" Loki bellowed bursting into Thor's room who was back in the palace after being gone for a while.

"Brother, I'm sure y/n wont mind you being here for another day, surely she doesn't miss you that much" he teased.

"NOW!" Loki demanded.

"Loki, what's going on?" Thor asked more seriously standing up and walking towards Loki.

"I—it—we" be stuttered.

You watched in horror as your dad sat back down continuing his work before someone walked in. They were not in the frame yet, but you instantly recognised the voice.

"Y/N!" Bucky shouted rushing to her "YOU GET AWAY FROM HER!" He yelled punching the man in the face.
Bucky tried to untie the restraints but saw that y/n wasn't even acknowledging his presence. She wasn't ignoring him because she was angry at him and he realised this when he followed her gaze. She was in a state of shock and terror.

Arriving back on Midgard, Loki began sprinting to y/n's room. He didn't know what he would say. He had imagined the day he'd be able to tell y/n what happened to her dad, finally grant her some answers but now he had them, he didn't know how or when or if he would tell her. He couldn't.

"Get out" you heard your dad say to the person who just walked in.

"We had an agreement" the familiar voice roared.

"And it's off"

"NO!"

You instantly threw up when the man walked into the camera shot. You knew it was his voice but to actually see him. No. This was too much.

"I don't have what you want, and even if I did, I wouldn't give it to you,

Loki"