Dear Merilan,
It's strange being in an unknown place.
I'm finding it difficult to adapt.
They live very different lives to I do.
Everyone is free and they find it weird that I don't speak much.
Most of them don't shut me down.
They let me speak or just expect me to speak.
I try not to feel weak but sometimes it's hard to not just reveal everything.
The important thing is that I'm getting stronger.
I have people by my sides.
Not many are worth trusting.
Some do make me think I can.
I know better.
I do think I like it here overall.
Eating and talking are like breathing.
It's a normal thing in their eyes.
The village kids even have freedom.
They don't have to earn it like I did.
I now have a reason to live.
It's not to escape anymore.
It's for revenge.
Because everyone who knows me, knows who I am.
They will all die.
Every last one of them.
It's not a dream anymore.
Because I don't dream.
My life is a nightmare.
My past is real but I desperately wish it wasn't.
I have yet to find happiness.
But I'm still coming to kill you.
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I'm wearing the wrong crown.
Genel KurguIt had been fourteen days. Fourteen days since she'd run away. Fourteen days of freedom since she'd left Merilan. Her home. It wasn't her home though. There was always a hint of something that didn't feel right. Almost as if something was or someone...
