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35 | Juliet

'I'm meeting mom today.

I feel overwhelmed with all these feelings and I can't comprehend any of them. Every single one of my emotions seems to be in a battle at the moment. Kind of crazy in my opinion.

I'd like to think that I've grown over the past year and a half. Throughout all that growth I have found to love myself more than I have ever.

I feel like this is the peak of my life.

I've graduated, started college, and am studying a business major as well as cosmetology. I want to have the greatest impact on the beauty industry.

I've noticed how wasteful and harmful it is to the world. And to be honest I want the world to be as clean as possible so I can live as long as I want. I want to make makeup and the containers it comes in to be environmentally friendly, as well as good for the skin.

In my other journal I have written down all my ideas but not until I finish school will they be nothing but ideas. Let's just hope everything goes well today.' I sigh, closing my journal, taking a deep breath in.

I don't have any classes today, which gives me plenty of time to get prepared. I trudge into the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I avoid looking at myself in the mirror since I just woke up and I probably look like I got into a catfight. I probably have some bags under my eyes from staying up last night.

The amount of work I've been given in my classes is insane. At this point, the school should be paying me to attend, not the other way around. Luckily I got a scholarship that paid a portion of the tuition. I would have wanted to get a full-ride scholarship but I'm happy with what I have.

Dad up to this day still tries to convince me into paying for my college when the time comes around, but I have money saved and I also got myself a job at the library. I'm so glad the campus is only thirty minutes away from the house.

That means no dorms because who knows what I would've done if I had to stay in a dorm. They don't sound as bad but I have been more aware of the people I trust. Stepping inside the shower my mind keeps running.

I've been hanging around Layla more now that Archie and Willow both have boyfriends. Liam and Elijah.

I miss them so much.

I haven't seen them since they left the city along with him. Both Willow and Archie know where they live. I don't. I prefer it that way. Maybe someday I'll see them again but for now this is what I'm stuck with.

The water cascades down my back, I tilt my head back wetting my hair. The water hits the floor, every droplet making a noise of its own. The sounds become louder in the quiet bathroom.

I should've put some music on or something. After finishing up, I step out of the shower, a towel wrapped around my body. Goosebumps rise on my skin as my wet feet meet the cold floor. Water trickles down my back from my hair.

Shivering I walk out of the bathroom, holding the towel tight around my body. Opening the closet door, I quickly grab a free towel and wrap my hair. Drying myself I step into my undergarments before dropping the towel.

I've been wanting to wear my platform egret-colored converse for a while now. I pick them up and put them on the island, before turning around looking for some pants to wear.

What would look good with the shoes?

I run my hands over my jeans, pulling out a brown pair of jeans. This could work out. Maybe with a white shirt. I scramble my way over to my shirts pulling out several different white shirts.