Stay With Me

Realization

Another Person's POV

"It doesn't taste like how Kimmon made for me....before.."

Mew said half heartily. Dean chuckle and replied simply.

"Mew even though the recipe is same and the process of making this food is same but the taste will never be same. It's different from person to person." Dean said.

Mew froze in his place, he was hit with a realization that he enjoyed his time with Kimmon because it was Kimmon not because he liked that kind of life.

It was Kimmon who made his life more happening and filled with the feeling of being settled down with someone. The thing he was missing in his life in the past few months was Kimmon. He enjoyed everything that Kimmon did doesn't matter what he do.

Now he remembers how Kimmon likes to cook for Mew even though he works the same as him but still he does that for him and then helps him read the script for the next scenes.

He involved him in everything and always made him his priority. He was so selfless in love.

What he felt with Kimmon from start was not a mere attraction but love which he failed to understand before.

Dean and Tam looked at him in surprise. Mew didn't move from his place.

Tam nudged him to get out of his thoughts but as soon as Mew come out of daze tears trickle down from his eyes like a waterfall. He couldn't stop his tears no matter how much he tried.

He felt miserable at the thought of him pushing that one person who loved him without any greed and always want his happiness was not there because he didn't realize it soon and was so wrapped in his world.

He wants to be with Kimmon but he doesn't know how and what to do.

He feels suffocated in that room from the turmoil of thoughts inside him.

He excused himself and went out of the room.

Mew just sat there in his room reminiscing his life with Kimmon.

Why doesn't he realize it early? He asked him himself again and again then he remember how his gut feeling told him to stop Kimmon from walking away from his life but he chooses to ignore it.

He wasn't ready to accept that time and this mistake make him regret losing the most precious person in his life.

Mew remembers the first time he met Kimmon and found him beautiful and soft. He smiles with teary eyes and closes his eyes.

*****

Every interviewer is waiting for the second main lead. Mew just stared at the door of the hall in wait of Kimmon.

Everyone's eyes were open wide when they saw Kimmon walking towards them with full confidence and a charming smile on his face. Mew realizes that how hot, professional, and powerful Kimmon can look if he wants.

He controlled himself in front of everyone and just stood there in his place. Kimmon walks closer to him and smiles. They start the interview and answer a few questions about the series.

Mew was glancing at Kimmon from time to time.

Kimmon was answering every question attentively. Mew tried to concentrate but his mind roamed around in thought of the person sitting beside him.

They all head to their room to take a rest and decide to have dinner together.

****

Kimmon joined them a bit late because he went to pick Max. Max didn't join them because of something important.