Repeater Diaries - NEET

November 15th, 2021

Dear Diary,

Today's day was super productive. I had three Pomodoro sessions and studied 6 chapters in almost a row. I just took a break to talk to my dearest friend , Luna <3 ( I know you are reading this , I love you Luna , a lot :) xoxo) . I was not in a mood to attend my classes today , so I left them. I will go through them after writing my today's entry. 

The other day , I decided that I should have a nice book cover for my Diary . I never ever thought that I could come up with a decent cover , until now. I am not that much of an artistic person , but I do have few friends who excel in this field . Sometimes , I think that I should mention about some of my friends in order to keep my entry interesting. As I already said , that I do not expect to get thousands of views and upvotes , I am simply journaling everything for my future references .

As a budding doctor , I will have to go through a ton of exams during the course of my 10 year - study , each and every day and step being crucial , governing my future. At times , I might feel low and a think of myself as a failure . This diary will serve as a gust of nostalgic yet a breath of fresh air . If I might not get lucky in terms of friendship , I can revisit here and go through these pages once again. Anyways , I should be thinking of more of present and less of future . 

I am thinking to mention about some of my close friends throughout the course of the entry . This will keep my journal a bit interesting , I guess. 

A day before yesterday, I asked Navika if she could design a cover for my diary . I had this idea of using my anime version as the book cover , I believe that it will look kind of cute  yet elegant. As for my friend of the day , I would like to talk about Navika . She is like a sweet - cute protagonist of the stories. She is literally an allrounder. She's beautiful , charming yet down to Earth , soft-spoken , a good sportswoman and she has an outstanding academic background too. Her mother was a teacher at our school as well. Everything about her is so perfect , I would have fallen for her damn hard had I not been straight . I still remember being a new student in my freshmen year in high school , when I had some issues in settling down with my classmates. I was a public subject of mockery every other day . Generally people avoid conversations with me , but she was not one of them . I literally have  encountered such people who were super rude to me at my face but I wasn't able to come up with kick- ass or savage replies because I usually left wondering if they were talking about me or any other person . This happened due to my personality as well , because people often perceive me as a judgemental person , which I am totally not. I just speak the truth to their face , this is one of the main reason that people do not liked me back then . Since I was good at academics ,I did not feel like a loner. 

I got distracted a lot from the initial topic (ahh soo mee lol).In case any of you made it till here , you might be thinking why I write like mini essays for the entry lol. It is simply because I like things being a little more descriptive than usual. I love to indulge in deeper conversations and discuss and debate about them as well, so is deflected in my writings as well . 

To sum it all up, as a girl , I always thought of other girls as my competition , including Luna as well ( She's my best friend , xoxo again <3)but I feel I just cannot stand against her. She's such a sweetheart <3. 

Oh, I forgot to mention that I have heard this rumour that our biology instructor might return to teach us soon. It doesn't matters to me now , since I have started with other lectures of the same teacher. 

800 words OMG 

I couldn't believe that I wrote this much today.

That is all for today. 

Signing off

Naysa <3

Edit-

These are some of the artworks of Navika ------

Ain't these pretty :-) <3 <3

Love you Navika ;-0