Repeater Diaries - NEET

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year !

Dear Diary, 

Everything is just...okay .

I'll be completing  my Entire Biology syllabus by 2nd of February. Need to figure out Chemistry and Physics ASAP. The exam will be conducted in the Month of June , just a tentative prediction . 

As my favourite teacher says - Abhi bhi macha sakte hai ( you can still kill it!)

As New Year is around the corner , people (or 3 friends I talk to right now lol) are asking me what are my plans . Nothing much . I had some trouble with my digestive tract lately ( Rectal area to be specific ) so as for eating , unfortunately I cannot enjoy the food much this year but I do plan to stay at home and watch a movie . Since COVID pandemic began , I barely go out of my home , party is just out of the picture . It is not like that I do not want to go , but the thing is I have these two sides , which are in constant rebellion with each other -- The penultimate introvert and the casual jolly friend vibe - downsides of being an ambivert :( . Seems as if my introvert side wins with full support of my lazy ass behaviour . Anyways . 

As I write my today's entry , I am waiting for my mom and dad to return from an award distribution party organised after successful completion of Inter divisional sports cum cultural fest , 2021 (or what I say , successful exposure cum spread of the brand new Omicron variant ). Man , I really miss those times. I also want to go to the parties without any risk of being exposed or actually catching a life threatening disease ( since I am not vaccinated ). I got the exposure of this virus in this year itself in the month of March , during my last day of school. It was our chemistry final practical . Just after 2 days of it , my friend tests positive for the delta variant of the virus (prolly) and the next thing that came to my mind was my non masked contact with her. Soon enough , my another classmate gets tested and he, too, is positive for COVID .I did not get a chance to meet him on our scribe day  ( the last day of your school life in which you scribble on your batchmates' school uniform , which I regret till now ) . They both struggled for a breath . Everyone struggled . But now , when everyone is recovered , or double dose vaccinated , everyone's forget that there's still a pandemic going on out there and with the new variant out there , no one is certain if old vaccines are capable enough to fight with the new mutated version . And on top of it , government's recklessness is a sight , my dear friends . Although there were joint efforts from the government and the workers , primarily , the Healthcare workers , to vaccinate the entire adult population and to some extent it was a success , we can still find people worried about their second dose of vaccine , and here's the catch - not only the availability , but also the auto-issue of the second dose vaccination certificates ( the date decided on the basis of their first dose ). 

So, This is the game . You get vaccinated on papers and "official " figures without being actually vaccinated . Hats of to the tikdam . 

Anyways , 

I also agree that given the present circumstances , we cannot also just errands ( and by errands , I DO NOT MEAN PARTIES - WITHOUT PROPER DISTANCING AND MASKING . ) Our safety is in our own hands. 

I would be getting my first dose on February 20th , 2022 . Scientists predict that we would be witnessing a terrible yet very true third wave's peak during the same time . Let us see what future awaits.

I have started to write poems these days. Just giving it a go . I received satisfactory feedbacks from my friends and my sibling -for whom I must say , will leave no stone unturned just to ridicule and irritate me whenever he gets the opportunity. If you have a sibling , you know lol.

So , if you get time , do check out my other creation titled LUCIAN'S - 'CAUSE I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU .

Lucian is a collection of poetries of a lamenting mistress written for her lover. These are long compositions which paint a vivid picture of poetess's love life . "If we only had some more time , things would have gone differently. It is too late. But I want you to know that I still love you. Totally and completely. "

Signing off 

Nays