Love or blood| stiles x reader|

Chapter 13

You wake up yo the sound of rain hitting your window you smile,you like rainy weather "ohh it might even snow" you whisper to yourself you hop out of bed you go to tell Lydia it might snow but you know she won't talk to you,what about stiles? No! No! No! You roll your eyes and grab your phone

Y/n<3
Hay pretty I was just gonna say it might snow today!! I'm so excited I hope it does but anyways I'm hoping in the shower ily.
You text Malia she's good to you throw your phone onto your bed before heading to the bathroom you undress yourself and look at yourself in the mirror,you have never really been confident in your own skin but your trying after a moment you turn the water on you hop in the warm water running down your back you sigh and push your hair back you wash yourself and your hair while singing random lyrics of random songs,you hop out and wrap a towel around your body and head back into your room and walk over to your wardrobe and think on what to wear you grab a white long sleeve shirt and put a short sleeved brown shirt over it you pair it with some baggy denim jeans and your doc martens you grab your phone and your bag and head down stairs you walk into the kitchen to see Lydia sitting on her phone and drinking a coffee "hi" you say nervously she looks up at you and rolls her eyes before looking back down "come on lyds you can't ignore no forever" you say "you hurt me bad y/n,and I actually can" she says sassily and not looking up at you "I know I hurt you and I'm sorry I'm trying to fix it" you pause "I just miss my big sister" you say before walking to the front door you look back to see Lydia still looking at her phone "bye lyds" you say sadly before walking out you decided to walk to school but remember it was raining you sigh and call Malia "hay can you give me a ride" you ask her "nah sorry I'm with Scott" "oh ok welll have fun see you soon" you say before hanging up "Lydia no,stiles no,Scott no,Allison? You list out your options you shrug and call Allison "hay alli I was wondering if you could come give me a ride to school" you ask her "Ye of course I'll be there in like...5 minutes I was just about to leave" she says nicely but I mean she's always nice "Ye cool thank you so much I'll see you soon" "bye" she say before hanging up,a couple minutes later she pulls up you run over to her car and jump in you shiver "hay lovely" you say putting your seatbelt on "hay how you feeling" she ask you look at her confused "stiles.....Lydia...you" she say like it was obvious you sigh "it's been almost 2 weeks and Lydia has barely said more then 6 words to me and stiles I mean well we are nothing" you say starting to get a little wound up "what so it's like Stiles and you never happened" she ask "yes it's like we are strangers I mean we still catch sad glances at each other like though the halls,in class,and at lunch but we haven't actually talked or anything since" you say putting your head in your hands "oh I'm sorry y/n" she say sadly "it's fine it is what it is,I just think I could I loved him" you say,you trust Allison "oh girl I'm sorry,but everything happens for a reason" she says "Ye thanks alli" you say as you pull into school,you guys run out of the car into the shelter school "well I go to go meet someone" Allison says slightly panting "Ye Ye no worries go thanks for the ride" you say your hands on your knees she smiles "no problem cya" she says as she walks away "cya" you yell after her you wait a minute to catch your breath,and make your way over to your locker exchanging the books over you grab your pile of books holding them in your hands you go to turn a corner when you bump into somone your books fall to the floor "shit"you mumble before kneeling down to pick them up,the stranger helps "oh sorry" the person says you regoncize the voice...it's stiles you look up at see him helping you with the books on the floor "stiles" you say as you clear your throat he looks up "oh y/n u-hi-ha- hay" he finally gets out "hay" you say looking at your shoes "y/n Listen I really miss you and I know what happened was" you cut him off ""let's just let it go" you say your voice breaking "no y/n I don't wanna let it go I I think I love" you cup his cheek in your hand and look at him "let me let you go" you say tears coming out of your eyes he leans his cheek in your hand for comfort "y/n" he says "I know...I know" you say moving your hand down to hold his he looks up and gives a sad smile "hay everything alright here" malia says you pull out of his hand "we're the fuck did you come from" stiles says "Ye you scared the shit out of me...and everything's fine don't worry" you say looking back down at your shoes awkwardly "ok stiles can I talk to you for a minute" malia says stiles looks confused but agreed "y/n don't listen it's privet" she says before dragging stiles away
Their POV
She drags stiles to the fram of a closed door near by "what malia" he asks "stiles look ok obviously I love you as a friend but y/n is my best friend and I don't want anything or anyone hurting her" stiles cuts her off "neither do I I mean" she cuts him off "stiles this thing going back and forth between you and her is tearing her apart stiles" she says looking him in his eyes "well it's tearing me apart to I mean i I think I love" "stiles you can't keep doing this I'm telling you this cause I love you both so much...just stay away from her ok she's needs time to get over it" she says "but why why can't we just be together I don't get it" he asks waving his hands in the Air "come on stiles we both know y/n I thought that's who we were talking about"she jokes he doesn't laugh "we both know she can't do that to Lydia not until she gets over you,it can't happen,and if you really love her" she pauses looking into stiles eyes "let her go" she said Bluntly tears form in his eyes he knows Malia is right he has to let her go "ok malia" he says before walking off with his head down malia sighs she feels bad but she knew she had to do this,for both of their sakes she walks back over to y/n
"Hay you guys alright" you ask "Ye fine just asking him about some....homework" she reply's your suspicious but you push it to the side "class" you state "class" she repeats before you walk together laughing and chatting,the rest of the day was pretty boring you had history,chemistry,English,and double biology by the end of the day you were exhausted you. Walk out of your last class for the day "hay want a ride home" malia asks you nod "I'm so tired" you say malia chuckles "Ye I can see that" she says you shove her playfully you put your stuff in you locker and walk outside as soon as you walk out you see snow "omg malia its fucking snowing" you say happily running into and just playing with it,stiles and Scott walk out stiles sees you playing and laughing in the snow he looks sad but happy at the same time "come on dude I know you miss her" scott says teasing stiles he looks over at scott "like crazy" stiles reply's scott hits his back gently and notions his head as into say let's go stiles walks away sadly watching you and malia. "Aww I love snow" you say walking to the car "I see somethings never change" malia jokes "it's snow how could you hate snow" you ask "I'm not sure ask somone at ehcien house" she says hopping into the car you chuckle and nod in aggreance "it's so prettyy" you say looking out the window as malia drives "mhm" malia reply's obviously trying to stay focused you look at her and laugh her tongue Is out of her mouth resting on her lip as she bites on it,she did that when she was focused,you can't help but take your phone out and snap i quick picture of her,she doesn't even notice you smiles before Turing  your attention back onto the falling snow,even though it's cold you felt warm and safe it reminds you of stiles how you feel when you with him,when he's holding you,you get lost in memories of the times you had before everything happened it almost seemed perfect,your dragged out of your memories as you feel the car come to a stop you look up and see your home "hay thanks pretty" you say unbuckling your seatbelt "Ye of course see you tomorrow" malia reply's you kiss her on the cheek before hoping out of the car you are walking up to your house when you hear a loud honk you turn around and see malia pushing down on the horn as in to say bye you chuckle to yourself as you wave to her she smiles and drives away you sigh unlocking the front door you walk in a let out a deep breath you didn't even know you were holding you grab a drink of water before making your way up the stairs and down the left hallway to get to your room you close the door behind you and immediately slip your shoes off and dropping the bag hung over your shoulder you stretch your arms above your head and flop onto the bed,you decide you are going to catch up on school work but you end up falling asleep your notes and book spread over your twin sized bed you quitely breathing but all of a sudden your phone rings at first you don't hear it but once you hear it you spring up and answer it "hello" you say yawing "hay scott slow down" you say Into the phone "wait what" you say shocked " oh my god-I'll uh I'll be right-ri right there" you stutter into the phone "ye bye"you say before hanging out the phone putting a sweatshirt and shoes on before heading out the door you remember you have no way to get to we're your going "shit ok well" you say before running though the mix of snow and rain your freezing your hair down all the way down to your shoes are soaked but you keep running,you know you have to you have to get to stiles you don't give a shit how.