Vogue × Hyunin

01

Jeongin woke up feeling a pair of brawny arms around his waist, along with feeling sticky and sweaty. He cursed to himself, he hasn't slept with anyone for four years. Two reasons being he was busy training and debuting, and because of him

The smell of the room itself disgusted him, not to the point where he wanted to throw up but it was enough to make him turn around and about to silently judge the person he slept with

You look so much like Yej he thought, not looking enough before slightly moving the older's hair to the side, getting a better look of them

He held his breath shortly after, the boy laying down beside him was the last person he thought of (not that he thought of someone in particular) before he could think his hand was already making its way to pinch the order's cheek

"Oh for fuck's sake Jeongin," he murmured to himself, hoping the older wouldn't hear. If this wasn't a dream he'd be damned, tears were already forming on the brim of his eyes before he noticed that the older had let go of his waist in reaction to his pinching

"I guess you never really got rid of your pinching habit huh? What a nice way to wake up," The older man chuckled lightly, his voice deeper than normal signaling that he just woke up

Jeongin turned away before collecting himself to stand up. Tears dripping down his porcelain cheeks because of him and mainly because he couldn't stand up properly

Defeated, he went back to the bed and sat up, refusing to face the long haired boy beside him. "Certainly you've changed," he said, but they both knew that Jeongin meant more on saying that and that Jeongin himself changed more (Appearance and job wise) 

"You sound awfully hurt but we both know you don't have the right to be ever since you left. Now you know I hate seeing you cry so please it's 10 am in the morning" the older was already facing him, his thumb wiping the tears that dripped on his cheek

What Hyunjin said hurt, it hurt so much that he pulled the older's hands down and forced his body to go to the shower and lock himself in. It was selfish of him to do that, yet what he said was the truth. He realized he needed to take a shower so he hopped in and turned the hot water on

He wrapped his body around a white towel in the older's bathroom, showering took awhile as he was painfully slow and ended up crying but the pain on his lower back was still there subtly. When he opened the bathroom doors he was surprised that the taller wasn't there. Though there was a fresh pair of clothes containing sweats, undergarments, and a t-shirt that looked oversized, and a note with the handwriting that was very hard not to recognize

I apologize for leaving, if you're comfortable go down and eat breakfast with me. I'll be waiting, though I won't be upset if you don't show up. No further talking will be done about our past if you'd like (though I hope to talk about that soon) I missed you, and I'm sorry if I caused a pain in your back. Both of us are at fault for that. I do hope that you show up and don't cry. And please don't apologize. 
 -Hyun

Do note:
- Slow updates (uni and work)
-  I'm weak at english (aspiring sonographer 😝)
- Shorter in terms of chapters but yk it gets longer sometimes