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the older walking into their shared apartment with a small frown as his salty tears dried on his cheek, he didn't dare to wipe them off, knowing he'll end up crying again anyways

his boyfriend had locked himself in the bathroom, an action he only did once their whole relationship

it meant something more serious to the older, his thoughts going straight to blood and suicide

thankfully, the male was able to stop seungmin from getting the sharp blade to touch his delicate skin

"seung. why-"

"don't make it seem like you didn't already know, chan hyung. you fucking left me here, alone, now you don't fucking now why?!" the younger boiled in anger as the older physically and mentally left him

their love like a bubble, like space. seungmin knew that they were falling apart, rather fast to that. he kept going, for the sake of both of their mental healths but he knew that it was either chan took a long break or they were done

"3racha is disbanding after promotions." the male didn't hesitate, he knew seungmin was going to be surprised

his predictions were always right. the male dropped the thin blade and finally glanced at his direction with eyes full of sudden faith

"we'll still make music together, maybe even upload and create for other JYP artists but we've decided to be us with out the company backing the trio up," he continued, smoothly carrying the male out of the bathtub he was laying on

"it was more like i forced them to, but they always comply. i love that group but i love kim seungmin a little more," he chuckled in his tears, pressing the boys body against his and sobbing softly

"so please, let me in your shoes. i'm willing to be the one waiting for you this time."

"i apologize, i fucking know sorry isnt going to cut it but love you can't give up," he said , assisting the other to their shared bed

"not just our relationship, but life. kim seungmin i can't let you go again, that was a mistake that i told myself to never make again. please, love" he pried, wiping the younger's tear stains

"sometimes hyung, i really wonder why i stayed with you. now i realize that you will give up everything just to be with someone, and you don't have to do that." he smiled softly, breathing heavily beside the shorter

"i love you, hyung."

"i love you more, minnie."

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