Unlovable

12: His Chiseled Body

CW: sexual activity
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"June, is that Abel?" Noor murmured as she approached us. My cheeks were flushed at this point, incomprehensible and unmistakably bright red.

"Hey, Noor." Abel said, turning his tall, muscular body to face her. I wanted him inside me, I wanted to feel everything he had to offer. I wanted the emotions that came with his kisses.

Was this love? I hardly knew the guy and I hardly knew what love even was to even consider it a possibility. I took a deep breath as Noor approached us. My shirt had pulled up to reveal my underwear and my pointed nipples could easily be seen through it.

"Hey Abel? Why haven't you visited us? It's been so long." Noor said as I stood behind him and put my hand on his back.

"Yeah, I've been busy." He smiled, "what are you up to with that backpack so late? It's freezing outside." He said as Noor stood in front of us.

"I was taking a nap and now I'm going to go to the library to study with Yuki! You should come." She invited Abel as I adjusted my shirt.

"Oh, I uh, didn't bring any of my work," he chuckled, friendly in their exchange. "But uh, I just came to visit June and I'll be leaving soon." He smiled as Noor leaned to see me. She tilted to give me a pointed look. Obviously she had seen me kissing him. I didn't know what to say.

"Good luck with your midterms." I said as she grunted and walked away. Abel turned to face me, reaching for my hand as he quickly picked me up and carried me into my empty, dark room.

"Abel," I said, desire filling every part of me, "will you sleep with me tonight?" My heart was racing as I looked at his dreamy face.

"Sleep or sleep?" He chuckled as I stood up and un-deadbolted my door, ensuring nobody could get in unless it was one of my roommates. I turned to face him, reaching for the hem of my shirt and taking it off, revealing my breasts and bare stomach as he inhaled sharply.

"June, what are you doing?" He asked as I approached him.

"Abel, you claimed sex was better with an emotional connection. Well I already have an emotional connection to you, so take me into that dreamboat and rock my world." I whispered as his darkening blue-gray eyes widened. He looked like he was physically struggling with self control right now.

Good, struggle.

I took a step forward as he inhaled sharply, averting his eyes as I placed a hand on the door behind him, pressing myself against him.

"June," he said, his voice shaky as I stepped backwards.

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And within two steps, he had approached me, his mouth all over mine as his tongue slipped into my mouth, his jackets had flown off in seconds and I tugged at his jeans. My heart was racing in a sharp panic as Abel's mouth kissed my shoulder, then found mine again.

I loved the feelings, the stirring he was creating in my stomach as his mouth kissed mine. My breathing was shallow as he moaned against my lips, the sexy sound making my fingers itch to touch him.

He tossed his shirt aside as his mouth crashed back on mine. I felt my body tighten as his strong arms lifted me up and gently placed me below the pillow.

"Please Abel," I whispered as his mouth slid down from mine and kissed my neck, leaving butterfly kisses and tingles in every spot he touched. The heat between us was rapidly rising as his mouth touched my hardened nipple and I moaned out loud. He began to suck and I grasped my sheets tightly. He made his way to my other nipple and did the same thing as I screamed out his name. He looked up at me.