Sirens

Sour Face

Lana's POV

I can't stop crying since yesterday. When Marina left, my world broke down and all I see seems to be blur.

"Bye, Lana." It is what she said with a cold voice. She never calls me 'Lana'.

After she left, Francesco putted me against the wall again and grabbed my face. "You'll have to obey me if you don't want your dirty secrets all around the world." He said and took me to his table and he wasn't alone, some bitch was there too and I can tell that she was just another sex toy. Francesco cheated on me when we had a relationship multiple times. When I sat with them, the girl didn't seem to care and then Francesco told me that if I really don't want him, this is "okay", but we will pretend to be a happy couple for media.

He brought me to his house in Los Angeles, damn him for having a house in California. "Look how lucky I am, finding the bitch I need the most after all of this. I thought I lost you, babe." I remember his words from last night, he told me that he was going to Coachella too but since he found me, he will stay at home with me "Just in case you try to do something dumb like running away or whatever" but he'll throw a party, to show to everyone that the rumours that I'm with Marina are false and my "relationship" with him never was so strong.

I wish I could explain everything to Marina but Francesco told me that if I try to ask for help from anyone, he'll manage to punish me and I don't even want to know what kind of punishment he's thinking about. He's sick.

Marina's POV

I can't believe in what Lizzy did to me, after everything we did and said, she crawled back to someone she said it is a monster.

I was going to say to everyone today on my concert at Coachella that she's the one I love, that all the rumors are true and I would kiss her, no matter how many people were watching, I just wanted the whole world to know what love is and that I feel it. With her.

I cried last night until I fell asleep but now I'm just wondering why did she lie to me and mostly, I'm trying to avoid thinking of her.

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"Wow, Marina, you look damn gorgeous." I heard Cara say. She's my best friend and came from London with my other friends. I'm lucky to have them.

"Nahh, you're just being nice." I replied giggling with her.

"Yep, I'm just being nice but damn" She always makes me feel better.

"You're in now, Marina" my manager said and I listen to the beginning of Blue.

I stepped on the stage and greeted everyone before I started singing.

"We've broken up and now I regret it
I said goodbye when I shouldn't have said it
I even cried but I never meant it
And I don't know why but I can't forget it, forget it"

I felt tears filling my eyes and I tried to hold them back but a few of them were stronger than me.

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I finished the concert and I went backstage, being greeted by everyone and suddenly I hear an angel voice that I don't hear since what feels like forever.

"You did well, M."

I turned to face her. "This means a lot coming from you." I replied with a forced smile on my lips, then I walked towards her and she opened her arms, pulling me into a hug.

"It's been a long time, you look so different." She said, examining me.

"So, do you." This girl changed into another person, that's why I distanced myself from her. We were good friends on the beginning but she became so conceited. I hate people like this.

"So... I came to the festival with some friends and I was wondering if you want to go with a party with us tomorrow..." She tried to ask.

I stayed quite for a while, thinking of which is better: getting drunk with someone I don't speak for years because this person turned into a bitchy human being or crying all day, remembering the scene of Lizzy kissing someone else. 

Getting drunk it's definitely the answer.

"Of course I'll go with you!! Text me where the party is if you still have my number, I missed going out with you" I said totally faking excitement.

She jumped and clapped while saying "YES!! See you tomorrow, Marina." She hugged me again before leaving.

"See you tomorrow, Ellie."