'Befriending' Ms Matthews (gxg)

Chapter 2: Regrets (Jamie's pov)

I have never been to fond of Eva Matthews, even though we were best friends a long time ago, I still have a sitter dislike for her. But somehow underneath all of my hatred towards Eva, I may have some feelings for her.

As I am contemplating my feelings, I catch Ms Matthews catching a glimpse of my body. So that's what she thinks of me. Well then let's see how much she can handle me.

I walk over to her, grab her hand and lead her into the shower room in the back of our locker room. I was nervous that someone could see what I was about to do, but I didn't really care to show it. I look around for a while before pulling on the collar of her shirt. I couldn't wait for her lips to be on mine.

I catch her staring at my lips and something about that made me say something I regretted "I don't know what your fucking deal is but if you think I'm one of those fags then forget about it honey! Not gonna happen darling!"

I felt so stupid so I just stood there staring into her eyes. I've always loved the way they looked up close. I have the sudden urge to just kiss her. I wanted to kiss Eva Matthews. I flipped her over so her back was against the shower wall and press my lips against hers. I grab onto her face as I can feel her soft hands pull me in by my waist.

So what if I haven't talked it her in years? I loved this bitch and I could tell that she loved me too! Dammit! What am I thinking! She couldn't love me!

Suddenly I can feel my mouth opening, I felt hers follow and do the same. I knew at this point that we would get caught so I give her a tap on the cheek to let her know she can stop. However I think she took it as a hint to place her tongue in my mouth. I didn't mind it but I would prefer to kiss her with my tongue somewhat in private.

I hear whispers all around us so my eyes shoot open. Oh no...everyone in our gym class saw me...making out with Eva Matthews. She pushes me off of her but I continue to kiss her. I resorted to kissing her because I felt calm when her lips were on mine. She didn't appreciate my gesture however and she spins me around so I see everyone judging us. I can't believe this! I run out of the locker room with tears flooding down my face.

My best friend Oli saw me crying. They always know how to comfort me so when they grab a hold of my arm I let them pull me into their arms and hug me. I tell them about everything that happened. I can feel them hugging me tighter and tighter.

"It's all her fault! If she actually had a brain and realized that I was trying to get her to stop instead of keep going, I wouldn't be this embarrassed!" I tell him while struggling to breathe.