Chapter 3: Apologies

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I feel so shitty for how I was earlier today. Why did I have to be like that, why did I have to humiliate myself...and...Eva...

I stare at my phone for a while until I open up my contacts and see that Eva is still in there. Hmm interesting...

I decide to send her a message

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Thursday 10/7
@3:27pm

Jamie

Hey it's Jamie, I wanted to
say I'm sorry for how much
I probably humiliated you
earlier. It was a shitty thing
to do. I will try to control
myself more...

@4:12pm

Eva

Soooooo you kept my
contact in your phone😏

That is not what's important,
but it's okay. It's not your fault.
I probably just misunderstood
what you were trying to say
when you tapped on my face.

Yeah I did! Also you kind of did
misunderstand. I knew people
were staring at us so I tried to
get you to stop...

I am so sorry! If there is
anything you want me to
do to make up for it lmk!

You could uh...come over?
And hang out? I would love to
get to catch up with you and
see how you've been doing!

I could easily just tell you
how I am right now. But if
you want to see me so bad
then offer accepted. You still
live in the same house?

Mhm, see you when you get here!

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I have never been so excited to see someone who I have not talked to in a while. But I missed Eva so much! I can't contain my excitement when I hear the front door open. I run downstairs as fast as I can and open the door. And there she is in all her beauty. Ms Eva Matthews. Her mother had always sent her over with a gift for my mother when we were little, and I'm glad to see that this tradition was not affected by our flaw.

I grab the gift from her and place it on the kitchen table. I hurry back to tend to Eva, I grab her hand and lead her upstairs.

"Your house looks exactly how it did the last time I was here" she remarked.

Once we are in my room I close the door and the second I do...

"I'm so so sorry! I am a terrible person! I should have understood that you were uncomfortable with kissing me! I feel like a fucking idiot for not realizing it sooner! I just thought that there might be a chance that you could...you know...like me? Shit never mind that...of course you don't 'like me'!"

I have no clue what to do next, how I can calm her down. Deep down I get this feeling. A feeling I would have never expected. So I listened to it because I had no other idea of what I should do. I kiss her. Like I did in the locker room.

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Hello! Tysm for reading this part! The next part will be focusing on their flaw they had when they were younger

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