My Beautiful, Beautiful Elizabeth.

It's complicated

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I went into the cinema and I took a seat in the back for the screening, I did save Scarlett a seat though I didn't expect her to actually come sit with me.  Kevin Feige did a speech about the movie and thanking the cast and crew for all there hard work and even discussed some future project which got me excited. The film was about to start and I was a bit nervous. 

"Is this seat taken?", I hear someone ask. I look up at the person. Scarlett.

"No, it isn't", she smiles and me and i remove my blazer that was previously on the chair so she could sit down. 

"Thanks for saving me the seat", she says, "No problem", I can feel my cheeks go red a bit but thank god the room was dark, I don't think she noticed. 

"Do I make you nervous?", she asked, Oh crap, she noticed I think to myself. Before I could reply she says, "You don't have to be nervous around me, I don't bite." 

"The nerves are about the movie, I am really invested this cinematic universe", I say. I can feel her staring at me and the marvel logo appears on the screen. Just my luck Elizabeth Olsen walks in and sits in the chair in front of me and Scarlett. I pull out my phone to silence it. I see I have a message. 

[messages]

Stranger- Enjoying yourself? 

I reply quickly before silencing my phone. 

Me- Very much, I cant thank you enough! 

With that the movie begins. I was conflicted with the whole team cap and team iron man. I tried my best to keep my cool because Scarlett was right next to me and deep down I was double fangirling. I was surprised of Wanda Maximoff and how much her powers have grown and her relationship with vision was so cute. I couldn't get passed the fact that was Elizabeth, I was so proud of her and I couldn't even tell her. My heart aches because she is so close to me and she still holds so much power over me. If she even said hello I would melt into her arms again. I really still miss her. 

The movie ended and I was so upset the avengers broke up. Everyone got up and clapped and Kevin feige came out again, to answer questions of fans. The cast went on the stage, Scarlett touched my shoulder before leaving me to go on stage. I stayed until it was over and then headed to the after party. I check my phone to see the time. 

[messages]

Stranger- Surprised that you didn't have any questions... 

Me- Creeper... you should've told me you were in the room. 

Stranger- So team cap or iron man?

Me- Team Iron Man 

Stranger- Ouch..

Me- So I presume you are team cap ? I totally understand where you are coming from. Agree to disagree?

Me- so can I see you?

There is no reply, for a while so I just head inside. It was classy but they had a lot of drinks and pop music playing. I told myself to stay for an hour and then head home. 

I keep to myself seeing everyone socialize, I spot Elizabeth hanging out with Chris Evans and Paul Bettany on the other side of the room. I catch myself starring to I head to the bar for a distraction. Meanwhile...

[Lizzies perspective]

y/n was so close to me, I could walk up to her to talk but I felt I had to ease my way into it. It had been to long. So I call Scarlett over to help me. 

"Hey so you know y/n right?", I ask. "Yeah just met her today, she is fan of me can you believe it? her music is good!", she tells me. 

"Yeah she is great..", I stare at y/n drinking by herself at the bar.