My Beautiful, Beautiful Elizabeth.

I'm On My Way

[Lizzie's perspective]

I tried to go to sleep after y/n left, but I felt uneasy and restless not being able to be there for her. Should I have gone with her anyways ? God I feel like such a bad friend and I'll probably would even make a good girlfriend either, I thought I myself. I didn't even feel myself fall asleep but suddenly it was morning and I am woken up by rumbling downstairs. Could it be y/n? I think. I get up going down stairs.

8:00a.m PST, Thursday

"Y/n, is that you?", I ask.
"No, it's clay ! I am back Lizzie cakes!", my heart drops, it's just clay. It isn't all just a bad dream.
"Where is y/n? We have to get to planning out our day in LA I was thinking karaoke?", he says. I just stay quiet and make myself some coffee.
"So...where is the rock star?", he asked.
"She left back to New York, family emergency", I tell him sadly.
"Oh crap, y/n, is she okay ? Is everything okay?", he asked.
"I don't know clay, she hasn't reached out she left in the middle of the night", I tell him.

"And you haven't bothered to check in on her?", he asked. I just look down, he was right. Shit.

"Umm Olsen, did she finally confess her love to you?", He asked, "How did you know about that ?", I question. "I've known since college but I never did understand why you never kept in touch with her? We guys were inseparable since the longest", he tells me. Oh man, maybe I am clueless even clay saw her love for me, I think to myself. I just drink my coffee in thought.
"So what am I missing from the story ?", he asked.

"We slept together in college before I left to film, and I am until now realizing that I liked her back all these years, but I was just so career focused, I was looking to have fun, I was afraid of what people would think about me being with a girl, afraid to fail, and clueless", he sits down next to me as I continue to ramble.

"I am screwing it up, I told her to wait for me, she is patient. She is moving slow, following my lead. Yet I am still afraid of what other people will think of me. Jesus clay right now that she is back in my life I feel like I am on cloud nine. Whenever I am with her time doesn't exist, we are our own world and I want it to be like that forever. Sometimes I hate this fame because everyone wants to know what is going on in my life, and It's hard to live the life you want when everyone is watching you.", I pause for a moment.

"I should've gone with her anyways, she would've gone with me if it was the other way around." I say placing my hands on my head. Clay comes to pull me for a hug and rubs my back.

"Elizabeth olsen that might be the realest shit you have ever said. Listen fame is complicated at times and the world is always going to have opinions about you but at the end of the day you can not please everyone so you should try to. You have to do the things that make you happy, and love what you love, be yourself unapologetically. You are living your life for yourself not everyone else."

"You are right", I tell him.
"You should go to New York be there for her and whenever you feel ready, tell her what you told me right now, then big her ass back here because she owes me a hang out and I'd also love to style her.", clay says causing me to laugh a little.
"Should I really go ?", I ask.
"Only you know the answer to that", he tell me, then heads upstairs to get his thing to leave again.

I decided to send y/n a message.

[Messages to y/n]
Me- Hey, are they okay ?
Me- How are you holding up ?
Me- I am here for you y/n. Just text me and let me know you are okay.

No response. I am getting worried. I need someone to check in on her, she is all alone. I decide to text my sisters.

[Messages to MK & Ashley]
Me- Do any of you know where y/n lives ?
MK- Creep...
Me- It's an emergency
Ashley- I have her address
MK- even creepier...
Ashley- it was work related I was shipping costumes for the plays... but whatever.
Me- Just send it to me, I am on my way to New York.
MK- everything okay ? You and y/n are good now ? You haven't updated us...
Me- Melissa and Gwen were injured in an accident.
Ashley- MELISSA AS IN HER BEST FRIEND? GWEN HER COUSIN WHO IS LIKE DAUGHTER TO HER? Definitely going to go find her, Jesus I hope they are okay. Y/n must be devastated.
MK- I'll go with you ash.
Me- Actually, can you guys go check her coffee shop?
Ashley- You want us to work ?
MK- Ashley it's for y/n come on you know how much she loves her coffee shop.
Ashely- for y/n but I am texting her to see if she is okay.
Me- don't bother she isn't responding.
MK and Ashley- on our way to the shop.

I also decided to text Scarlett, to pick me up from the airport when I arrived, why did New York and Los Angeles have to be so far from each other, I thought.

[Messages to Scarlett]
Me- can you go check on y/n?
Scar- why ? what did you do? Isn't she with you?
Me- I did nothing... she flew back to NY. Family emergency
Scar- Shit okay, she is probably at the Brooklyn hospital. I'll see what I can do.
Me- Thank you. I also need you to pick me up from the airport in a couple of hours.
Scar- you are coming ?
Me- Yes, booking plane tickets as we speak.
Scar- so.... finally realized you like her back ?
Me- not the time scar... but yes.

I book a flight I would be arriving in the evening in New York. I wonder what y/n was up to and if she was okay. I wondered if Melissa and Gwen were okay as well.

[Y/n's perspective]
We landed in New York around 5:00a.m ET Thursday. My eyes burn from all the tears during the flight and tiredness. I wait for James to get a car, I reach for my phone and realize my phone is dead. I should really charge it I think to myself.

After James gets the car he drives me to Brooklyn hospital, I ask for assistance and James waits in the lobby. The hospital machine beeps is all I hear in my head and bright light make my eyes hurt. I don't even know who I am going to see first. I just follow the nurse.

"Gwen is still in surgery, but Melissa is straight ahead in room 12b, Gwen will be placed in room 12a when is she out. They will both be okay. I'll give you two some space.", the nurse explains.
I walk into the room pull the curtain so I can walk in. I look at the girl in front of me, Melissa.
She stares at me with teary eyes.

"Y/n?"
"Y/n I am so sorry...the semi...came out of nowhere.... I swear, you know I'd never put her life.... in danger. I am.... so sorry please, I wish...it was me in that.....surgery room", Melissa breaks into tears before me, she looks bruised and has some stitches and a cast on her leg.
"Mel, stop", I walk over quickly to her and gently give her a hug afraid to hurt her.
"Don't say that, she is going to be okay, I am just glad you are both alive.", I take her hand in mine.

"You...shouldn't.... be here, you have an.... interview on Friday.", she tells me.
"Can you not be in agent mode right now, if I miss it I miss it. I think my agent can get me more once she recovers", I give her a smirk and she laughs softly.
"Don't make me laugh it hurts", she says, "did you come alone?", she asked.
"No James is with me."
"No Elizabeth?", she asked. "No but we can talk about it later get some rest." I tell her.

"How... is it.... that I am the one....hurt but you look more... like shit than... me?", she asked slightly struggling to get the words out. I just shake my head.
"Of course you will joke at a time like this", I roll my eyes.
"It's... how I cope", she gives me a small smile.
"Come and lay here next to me, you look... tired."
"I don't want to hurt you", I tell her.
"You...won't plus you said that..you would...sleep with..me", she tries to smirk but I don't think the pain allows her.
"You are unbelievable, Mel", I tell her getting up to lay with her.

"It's rude...I..only...had to....almost...die to....get my Best...friend... in...bed with me" she says. I place a kiss forehead.
"Again, you are unbelievable. Please rest" I tell her.
"You..too", she says then dozing off. I stare out the the hospital ceiling waiting for Gwen and eventually fall asleep.

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Author notes
Everything clay said...so true bestie.
It is also 3:24a.m right now hehe. When inspiration strikes it strikes but I probably look like jet lagged y/n lol.

Also I didn't even realize my chapters got out of order but I hope I fixed it. Sorry that you were probably confused but the story order is...
1. New York university
2. Do you trust me?
3. Teenage dream
4. Goodbye & Hello
5. Blessing in disguise.

Can someone let me know if it's in the right order cause it shows it is on mine but I just want to be sure it's like that for everyone.
Good night, good evening, good morning wherever you are from!