Late night thoughts

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He kissed me, I said no. He made out with me. Without asking, he had a girlfriend. He breaks up with her.

I lose half my friends. Because they don't know what happened. I feel uncomfortable, I don't know how I feel.

He gets back with her... ouch... I like him.. I think.

I see a video of his singing, I cringe and send a photo "oh fuck me 😭😂💀" obviously not meaning that way. He says "ewww no" ouch again.. I slowly drift back to my bad place, ouch...

All I want is to be loved. He said he loved me. That was a lie. Everything was a lie. Double ouch...