Late night thoughts

"Friend"

   About 1 chapter ago I talked about a boy. My first love. Well this chapter has to mention him.

   So I have this "friend" that always brings up my first love. It doesn't matter what we're talking about. We could be talking about my sims, or something that happened during the day. He finds a way to bring him into the conversation. Like today I told him about how my sims were doing the nasty and he wanted to see so I sent him a picture. BIG mistake.

   He said "I'd do that frfr" and I typed woah and it corrected to wish. Which I deleted before he could see it. And he goes "what you delete?" I tolf him and then I said "the only person I wish to do those things with is in a happy relationship" and left it at that I even procceded to change the subject. But he continued.

   He goes, "He'd only last for a minute frfr" and I'm like wtf do you know? You've never met him? And then he procceds to call me sad. For me not getting over my feelings. I'm sorry I don't get over guys like you do girls. I'm sorry I don't only want sex. I'm sorry that I actually have feelings? The only thing that makes me get over guys is if they're rude, block me, or are a creep like you :).

   And then awhile back he's like "It's been two fucking years get the fuck over him" excuse the fuck out of you? Nobody truly gets over their first love. And it hasn't been 2 years. We met 2 years ago. We dated for one of those years. And then were on and off the other year. We just broke up in March of 22. So wtf does he know? Nothing. He just knows that I love him.

   And then he's always calling my first love a whore. I'm like "and you aren't? Who cheated on their girlfriend by forcing another girl to kiss them? You." Total fucking creep. And then he's always saying he misses me and shit. I definetely don't miss him. He's always rude as heck. Always saying I'm stupid and have no ass or boobs. Saying he has bigger boobs than I do. Like it's such a big fucking accomlishment. It's really not. That just means your fat. (No offense to my plus size queens he's just a dick) Sometimes I wish I never met him.

   And then he wants to get pissed off that I get mad at him or ignore him. Well I get tired of trying to change the subject all the time.

   He also tries to force me to block my first love when I'm not ready to. I don't want to lose all those conversations we had. I don't want to forget our happy times. Because I know if I lose the conversations I'll forget. I can't screenshot them because there's too many and my parents can't see any of them. He's gone as far as taking my phone. He threatened to block my first love himself. He took it to keep me from texting him but I got it back after crying. I begged and begged him to give it back, I went as far as to getting on my knees. I wanted it back. But he had to wait until I was fucking crying.

   Even then he stuck our "friend" on me trying to catch my phone so I wouldn't text him. I'm so fucking done.